bi_weird
01-15-2008, 09:34 PM
It amazes me really. A year and a half ago I lived female full time. I wore girls clothes and had long hair which everyone wanted to play with. Yeah, I was more competitive than most girls, but people mostly ignored that. Today I wandered campus well aware that half the people I saw didn't know if I was a guy or a girl, and a decent portion of the rest were reading me as male. The really amazing thing is that I've never had a serious negative experience related to this transition. Never had someone call me "it", or harass me for presenting the way I do. Just a few friends implying that maybe I should dress more femme, or that I shouldn't cut my hair.
Now there's a lot of reasons, I know. First of all, it took me a year and a half to get this far - that's a long time for people to adjust during. I also moved halfway through, so no one has known me throughout the whole process. Then there's the fact that I switch hit, and wear girl's clothes some of the time.
But I can't believe that that's enough. I really expected to get comments today. Maybe they'll come. But I think part of it is that I live on a college campus, and odd things just slide there. Among undergrads, nonconformity is accepted and even encouraged. Among grads and professors, people really honestly are so spacey that they don't notice a lot of odd things.
Does anyone else feel this way? That colleges are the safest places to transition, because people have better things to do than harass each other? Or have I just been really luck so far. I dunno, whatever it is I'm glad. Anyway I was just wondering if anyone else had thoughts about this.
Now there's a lot of reasons, I know. First of all, it took me a year and a half to get this far - that's a long time for people to adjust during. I also moved halfway through, so no one has known me throughout the whole process. Then there's the fact that I switch hit, and wear girl's clothes some of the time.
But I can't believe that that's enough. I really expected to get comments today. Maybe they'll come. But I think part of it is that I live on a college campus, and odd things just slide there. Among undergrads, nonconformity is accepted and even encouraged. Among grads and professors, people really honestly are so spacey that they don't notice a lot of odd things.
Does anyone else feel this way? That colleges are the safest places to transition, because people have better things to do than harass each other? Or have I just been really luck so far. I dunno, whatever it is I'm glad. Anyway I was just wondering if anyone else had thoughts about this.