Marvina Martian
01-21-2008, 12:32 AM
Hey all,
The other day I was very down all day for some reason. I just could not figure it out but just didn't feel like doing anything or being my usual happy self. So just before bed my best friend in Hawaii calls, it's like 15 to midnight my time but I answered anyways, because it's him!
So we are talking and he can tell I am not myself and keeps pestering me on what is wrong. So in my usual way I beat around the bush, drooped hints and the like, but he didn't get it. For some reason I just felt an uncontrollable urge to come out to him that the time had come!
So, I did it! I still can't believe that I did it but I did!
We ended up talking until 4am about it and other stuff. It was just such a relief to have told him. I can't describe it but it just feels so right now. He was so very understanding and cool with it. I told him that I thought that if he was really my friend that it would not matter one bit and he told me that was totally right, if anything it has made us closer.
I just felt like this next stage of evolution has been attained. We were yakking and looking up videos on youtube and trying to start them at the same time so the sound would be in sync over the phone, silly stuff like that.
When we were getting off the phone he told me that he was really glad that I trusted him to open up to him as much as I had. He also said that we could really have some fun with this!
I'm so grateful to have such a good friend! :hugs:
I just had to share! :kiss:
The other day I was very down all day for some reason. I just could not figure it out but just didn't feel like doing anything or being my usual happy self. So just before bed my best friend in Hawaii calls, it's like 15 to midnight my time but I answered anyways, because it's him!
So we are talking and he can tell I am not myself and keeps pestering me on what is wrong. So in my usual way I beat around the bush, drooped hints and the like, but he didn't get it. For some reason I just felt an uncontrollable urge to come out to him that the time had come!
So, I did it! I still can't believe that I did it but I did!
We ended up talking until 4am about it and other stuff. It was just such a relief to have told him. I can't describe it but it just feels so right now. He was so very understanding and cool with it. I told him that I thought that if he was really my friend that it would not matter one bit and he told me that was totally right, if anything it has made us closer.
I just felt like this next stage of evolution has been attained. We were yakking and looking up videos on youtube and trying to start them at the same time so the sound would be in sync over the phone, silly stuff like that.
When we were getting off the phone he told me that he was really glad that I trusted him to open up to him as much as I had. He also said that we could really have some fun with this!
I'm so grateful to have such a good friend! :hugs:
I just had to share! :kiss: