KateSpade83
02-14-2008, 09:12 PM
I've purged about 3 times, really trying to quit, and after the last one in 2000 I fell back into it again in 2001 with force! And my dream was to have a big beautiful skirt suit collection! The other things - nice cheerleader, school girl, and lingerie stuff came along the way. Now, with a big collection of nice stuff, I tell myself to be happy with what I've got and not buy anything anymore. Because it's just the same pattern of another nice skirt suit, or lingerie, or whatever in an endless habit. But it's so hard passing up beautiful stuff!
I tell myself I now got a good job and maybe I should try to date a woman, but I'm not good or experienced at that. And I wonder what will happen when they find out about my habit.
Yeah, I really think my life should change from an endless cd shopping habit. And I could never purge on a collection of stuff worth maybe more than $6,000 in clothes! Stuff that can't be replaced! My dream would be to find a pretty woman who can wear my size clothes and accept me!
And when I first started crossdressing, I never ever thought I could go out and pass as a woman. That all changed after my big weight loss, joining this forum, and going all the way with wigs and forms. I do enjoy going out as a woman!
Have you fullfilled your crossdressing dreams?
But the ultimate dream, - becoming a real woman, - is impossible...
I tell myself I now got a good job and maybe I should try to date a woman, but I'm not good or experienced at that. And I wonder what will happen when they find out about my habit.
Yeah, I really think my life should change from an endless cd shopping habit. And I could never purge on a collection of stuff worth maybe more than $6,000 in clothes! Stuff that can't be replaced! My dream would be to find a pretty woman who can wear my size clothes and accept me!
And when I first started crossdressing, I never ever thought I could go out and pass as a woman. That all changed after my big weight loss, joining this forum, and going all the way with wigs and forms. I do enjoy going out as a woman!
Have you fullfilled your crossdressing dreams?
But the ultimate dream, - becoming a real woman, - is impossible...