transformation anxiety issues

[yatista]

I am going in a week to have a transformation done and it will be the first time I will see myself as a complete woman. I have been a closet cd until now. I am scared but excited at the same time. What happens if I do not look good ? What happens if I do not look like the woman I dream of ? I have wanted this for so long and I feel so free but god I am having major anxiety over it. I wake up at night and cant go back to sleep. I just want to look and feel like that girl thats been inside of me for so many years. Just stuck inside being held back by fear,guilt and rejection. I spent all weekend getting waxed , my nails done , shaving all while convincing my wife that it was just because I hate body hair and ride bicycles. But I was relaxed with all that and felt like a woman doing it and so proud of myself. But I am so scared about this transformation I could scream.

[jazmine]

You are going to be so blown away! Just you wait! Don't worry about it.....Relax and have fun anticipating becoming a woman. Let us know how it goes.

[Susan.]

I'm happy you are going, but much of the anxiety probably exists because you've been hiding the truth from your wife. :2c:

[Angie G]

Don' worry Yatista you will do fine hun Please post the pics hun :hugs:
Angie

[Marvina Martian]

Just go out had have a great day of it! These special times come so seldom for most so relish it. ;) (and keep riding :D )

[MJ]

just relax you will do fine , the first rule enjoy yourself . and please post a picture . have fun

[StayceeCD]

Relax and enjoy what will be the most memorable day in your "new" life! After your transformation you will want to learn to re-create that woman and you'll probably have more transformations and try to learn how to do it yourself!! Been there!!! Have fun!!:D

[Amanda Shaft]

Make sure you take a camera, this is going to be a day you'll want to remember! It will be great don't worry, just relax and enjoy.
Amanda

[insearchofme]

As others have said, "YOU'LL LOVE IT"! Both of my transformations stand out as some of the happiest days of my life. You'll look much better than you think you could! Have fun, I envy you!

[lauraletsrock]

We were all nervous -- and afterwards most of us thought it was one of the best things we'd ever done. Get ready to look in the mirror and say "I can look THAT good!?!" Have fun, and treasure the pictures. And -- the second time may be even better!

[Stargirl]

I am going in a week to have a transformation done and it will be the first time I will see myself as a complete woman. I have been a closet cd until now. I am scared but excited at the same time. What happens if I do not look good ? What happens if I do not look like the woman I dream of ? I have wanted this for so long and I feel so free but god I am having major anxiety over it. I wake up at night and cant go back to sleep. I just want to look and feel like that girl thats been inside of me for so many years. Just stuck inside being held back by fear,guilt and rejection. I spent all weekend getting waxed , my nails done , shaving all while convincing my wife that it was just because I hate body hair and ride bicycles. But I was relaxed with all that and felt like a woman doing it and so proud of myself. But I am so scared about this transformation I could scream.

Go ahead and scream. If you aren't happy with the transformation, try another, and another, until you ARE happy. Keep us posted.

[Eugenie]

Indeed, it is quite normal to feel nervous before a major experience such as this one... I'm sure things will get better as soon as you will be in the heat of the action... You'll have other things to think about...


What happens if I do not look like the woman I dream of ?

About that question, you're probably right, it is quite possible that you wont look like the women you dreamed of but that you will look better than this woman you were dreaming of... Transformation professionals will most likely go beyond your most ambitious expectations...

:hugs:
Eugenie

[Julie York]

It's all an optical illusion. You might look good or not to the outside world but if you have never seen the possibilities.....what is behind your eyes will recognise you.


Be prepared for a staggering experience of looking in a mirror and thinking..."WOW...I KNOW you!"

You'll see her.
:thumbsup:

[Jennifer Soames]

Dont be nervous and ask the ground rules up front, I did. I loved the whole Transformation day.

The woman doing the Transformation chatted with me about everything and especially over lingerie ( I took my own). She got me to model it and we had a great time. She chattted about every day things and some titilating things.

It helped me be the complete girl I am. She understood my reasons for doing it and made sure I was happy with every aspect. When changing back to Drab she made sure I had some privacy to complete the experience and even asked if I enjoyed those moments alone as well. Some women are sooooo great.

[shirley1]

i did once go for a transformation but got there late and so didnt get much time after to sit and relas - i was a bit dissapointed at the whole thing actually and it cost a small fortune - not many outfits too choose from considering ! i would still like to go for a proper makeover somewhere and be taught/shown how to do my makeup properly to suit me - i wouldnt even mind seeing myself in slight drag - but not too over the top just to see how much makeup can transform a person - i would really like to see myself almost to the point where i dont recognise myself that would be good !

[TerriCT]

Just relax and have fun...just had my first a couple of weeks ago and it was wonderful...

[Kristen Marie]

I still remember my first...and that was 30 years ago! Most likely, I did not look that great, but at the time it was amazing...wonderful..and everything I wanted it to be.

Now, and I still go every so often, I critque everything and I sometimes long for the early days so to speak......but I still love being Kristen!!

Enjoy it to the max!!

[yatista]

Ok girls I am going to see my self for the first time with a wig and makeup. Oooh I am so nervous I am shaking. I am so excited I am trembling. I appreciate all your encouragment and words of wisdom. We went thursday to MAC and got my foundation matched and that went smooth. The girl was so nice and at ease with the situation. She asked my transformist if this was for movies ? She told her "no we are going for the fem look" my jaw dropped as I expected a strange remark instead I got a "well we will make you beautifull hun !"

I will post my pictures on Sunday .... Thanks again everyone:happy:

[VtVicky]

Are you saying that you are going for a professional makeover, and you are still hiding from your wife? It seems to me that you may need to deal with your wife first. I think that is the bigger deal.

For the rest of the community: How many of you have had makeovers before your wife knew you were CDing?

[Stephanie Anne]

Do tell us the after story won't you? I think I would be all butterflies too. I would be more so of the excitement than embarrassment but it would be a nerve wracking good time.

[Jane G]

Hope you had a fantastic day yesterday. How did it go?

[marny]

the way you put it sounds like your wife doesn't know. think you should open discussion beore the knife

[yatista]

I did it and here is the results. I felt so good all day and tried on many outfits and changed my make up many times. I felt so sexy and like the women I have dreamed of since being a kid. I felt like I had on too much make up and up close looked like it was to thick ? not sure if this is normal or ? Anyway, it was just a great day and felt like I have a good chance on making my look passablw with some work and time. The most important part is how good it made me feel. I must say if felt better than I ever imagined. Thanks everyone I will keep you all updated. I am going to Club Syren with my mentor on Saturday so look me up if you all are there. I will need the encouragement !

Jody ! (my new name)

unable to figure out how to post image ? any help out there !!