CrossdressinGoth
03-09-2008, 12:14 AM
Hi girls.
Well, as some of you may remember, I made a post awhile back about me going to be joining the Marines. Well, my ship for boot camp date was set for this coming March 17. This however isn't going to happen. I have been doing a huge amount of thinking as to why am I really joining. In all honesty, I felt I was doing it all for the wrong reasons, not for one right reason. I had a horrible breakup, my parents don't think I'm "man enough" about some things, so and and so fourth. Many were happy when they heard I enlisted, but then I started to hurt on the inside because I was slamming the door shut on my true self.
I am a bi-curious crossdresser that loves to dress on the spur of the moment when and where they please, except at home with my parents and family not knowing of my dressing. We'll, for the last 3 years I have finally had a taste of being me, in all aspects of life, clothes aside. So, last week I talked with the recruiter and explained to them that Im bi-curious and that I'm a crossdresser. They first wondered if I was coming up with this because it was close to my ship date. I explained to them no it wasnt, and thats when I then showed them some pictures I have on my myspace page. Right there and then the main recruiter thanked me for being honest, thanked me for wasting his, and his staffs time on doing all this work signing me up.
I was worried about doing this but I am actually relieved because I know I didnt join now for the wrong reasons, I know I stayed out for the right ones. My parents are aware Im not going to boot camp but I did come up with a reason for them and they seem to have boughten it so, now time to move on with things in my life :)
Well, as some of you may remember, I made a post awhile back about me going to be joining the Marines. Well, my ship for boot camp date was set for this coming March 17. This however isn't going to happen. I have been doing a huge amount of thinking as to why am I really joining. In all honesty, I felt I was doing it all for the wrong reasons, not for one right reason. I had a horrible breakup, my parents don't think I'm "man enough" about some things, so and and so fourth. Many were happy when they heard I enlisted, but then I started to hurt on the inside because I was slamming the door shut on my true self.
I am a bi-curious crossdresser that loves to dress on the spur of the moment when and where they please, except at home with my parents and family not knowing of my dressing. We'll, for the last 3 years I have finally had a taste of being me, in all aspects of life, clothes aside. So, last week I talked with the recruiter and explained to them that Im bi-curious and that I'm a crossdresser. They first wondered if I was coming up with this because it was close to my ship date. I explained to them no it wasnt, and thats when I then showed them some pictures I have on my myspace page. Right there and then the main recruiter thanked me for being honest, thanked me for wasting his, and his staffs time on doing all this work signing me up.
I was worried about doing this but I am actually relieved because I know I didnt join now for the wrong reasons, I know I stayed out for the right ones. My parents are aware Im not going to boot camp but I did come up with a reason for them and they seem to have boughten it so, now time to move on with things in my life :)