gennee
03-12-2008, 09:56 PM
I was looking over old short stories I had written several years ago. I fancied myself as a stripper, a leather enthusiast, and a connoisseur of the alternative life style. I never delved into these area because they didn't quite fit me.
Thinking about it now, my gender questioning started around 2001 or 2002. I was writing about things that I didn't understand. I have maintained that every person is a dichotomy of two people; the masculine and the feminine. Many people won't admit to this for fear of being labeled weird, soft, unmanly or not feminine. I feeling that I was different was strong at this time.
Finding where one fits in can be a lonely and arduous task. After I found that I was a crossdresser, I embraced it after several weeks of denial. Discovering my transness came a while later. Now I had to get comforatble with my new identity. It was over a year when I felt comfortable and content about being transgender and a crossdresser.
Maybe this was God's way of leading me to the place where I am today. I'm still exploring and wondering where my journey will take me next. I hope that my story will encourage others who are struggling.
Gennee
:)
Thinking about it now, my gender questioning started around 2001 or 2002. I was writing about things that I didn't understand. I have maintained that every person is a dichotomy of two people; the masculine and the feminine. Many people won't admit to this for fear of being labeled weird, soft, unmanly or not feminine. I feeling that I was different was strong at this time.
Finding where one fits in can be a lonely and arduous task. After I found that I was a crossdresser, I embraced it after several weeks of denial. Discovering my transness came a while later. Now I had to get comforatble with my new identity. It was over a year when I felt comfortable and content about being transgender and a crossdresser.
Maybe this was God's way of leading me to the place where I am today. I'm still exploring and wondering where my journey will take me next. I hope that my story will encourage others who are struggling.
Gennee
:)