What am I?

[VikkiVixen7188]

Im having a bit of an Identity crisis. Im a guy who enjoys cross dressing, and online I portray myself as a female avatar. I also fantasize abotu being a ladyboy sometimes. Online I enjoy living as a female. However I dont dislike being a male and I dont have a desire to be surgically changed in real life. Ive been calling myself a transavatar. I was wandering if anyone else feels like that, or if there is a name for that kind of dysphoria. I love tgirls too btw.:hugs:

[AmberTG]

Well, to me, you sound like a relatively normal cross-dresser, certainly nothing wrong with that.
Cross-dressers come in many variations. If you don't mind being a man and you don't want genital reconstruction surgery, then you're not a trans-sexual. (I wish there was a better word for that, trans-gender is too wide of a term to use just for the trans-sexual experience.)

[Emily Anderson]

Hi Vikki,

It's certainly not dysphoria, because I'm sure you're aware that you're not really the avatar you portray online. At worst it might be an addiction, if you obsess about playing that female avatar (been there, done that), and even then it will probably pass in time.

Ladyboy fantasies? Hell, I'd love to fondle my own fantasy tits from time to time...Then I wake up the the fact that I have to live in the real world as a 6-ft tall hairy guy, without said growths.

Nothing wrong with fantasies, and nothing wrong with turning them into realities... Just make sure you know what is what and who is who.

[VikkiVixen7188]

ooo thanks, I was actually just wandering if there was liek sexuality type for that, like an orientation. Anyhos you not has to be hair, I shave my legs.