Carly D.
05-19-2008, 11:53 AM
I think they know, but won't tell me they know because they might be afraid I will either come all the way out of the closet and live amongst them as a crossdresser or they might think I might try something stupid like suicide which crossed my mind when I was younger but never thought seriously about it because of my crossdressing.. in fact it is my Carly side of me that has kept me alive this long.. Carly likes to be who I am.. a guy who dresses up as a guy but is more likely a girl with guy attributes... the best of all worlds.. I'm a girl stuck in a guys body, getting to be a guy but then being able to wear my womens clothing when I want but getting to be a guy and being a guy... sounds strange doesn't it??? I just thought of that.. I might in fact be a woman stuck in a mans body but think that isn't such a bad thing after all... with all that women have to go through to be women this might be the better option.. just my thought.