Rachaelb64
06-06-2008, 05:21 AM
As I have posted before I come to acecpt myself more and not 'worry' so much about being a crossdresser.
I think some of it as I've said is that I've stop trying to be 'macho' and I'm just being wierd old me :) I can even trace when this change in attuide began, thanks to my ex-wife threating to out me to my to my kids, mother, sister etc, so I got in first and told them before her. On the whole everyone was cool with it (the ironic thing it would really pee her off if she knew how it help me).
As well, yesterday, I was shopping (mainly for food) with my SO and I saw a blouse which I liked, my SO asked if I liked it and I said yes. So she said get it, plus as she pointed out it had 20% off in the summer sale (this is after years of seeking things passed the ex). This little interaction made me feel really good.
Also I am about to take a bigger step forward for me. I going to get into contact with my local TV/CD group and nerve holding go and meet up with them :). This I have also thank my SO for, cus I've been dithering about it for the last couple of months about going. Til finally my SO said, ' Look I think it would do you the world of good to meet other crossdressers, so go'.
So here I good 'One gaint leap forward'.
I think some of it as I've said is that I've stop trying to be 'macho' and I'm just being wierd old me :) I can even trace when this change in attuide began, thanks to my ex-wife threating to out me to my to my kids, mother, sister etc, so I got in first and told them before her. On the whole everyone was cool with it (the ironic thing it would really pee her off if she knew how it help me).
As well, yesterday, I was shopping (mainly for food) with my SO and I saw a blouse which I liked, my SO asked if I liked it and I said yes. So she said get it, plus as she pointed out it had 20% off in the summer sale (this is after years of seeking things passed the ex). This little interaction made me feel really good.
Also I am about to take a bigger step forward for me. I going to get into contact with my local TV/CD group and nerve holding go and meet up with them :). This I have also thank my SO for, cus I've been dithering about it for the last couple of months about going. Til finally my SO said, ' Look I think it would do you the world of good to meet other crossdressers, so go'.
So here I good 'One gaint leap forward'.