heathr1
05-14-2005, 03:41 PM
I know this is not the intro forum, but as it is the busiest.....
Newbie here.
38yrs old, from the UK and began experimenting at the age of 14 when I saw some of mother's lipsticks lying around and her skirts hung on a door while alone in the house and curiosity got the better of me.
I don't think she found out, but a couple of years later, in my room, she found a skirt that did not belong to her and sympathetically asked me about it and I told her it was not mine, although it obviously was. She said she'd tell nobody and it was never mentioned again.
I think she may well have forgotten it after all this time.
I now live alone and have only told one female friend about my crossdressing and she is wonderful, even giving me her unwanted make-up.
Before my teens, several things happened that I feel were not the cause, but probably made me a little more curious about crossdressing.
Firstly, when I was about 8, mother bought me a shirt and later realised it was a girl's. Obviously, at that age I attatched no importance to it and wore it anyway.
Something mother encouraged me to do and not my brother was to agree with her when she complemented her female friends on their hair, clothes and make-up.
Also, when my hair was due to be cut and I did not want it done, my Grandmother used to tease me, saying she'd put a bow in my hair.
I feel guilty for lying to mother, hiding it and yet scared of hurting her by telling her I used to wear her make-up and clothes.
Is telling a good idea?
Newbie here.
38yrs old, from the UK and began experimenting at the age of 14 when I saw some of mother's lipsticks lying around and her skirts hung on a door while alone in the house and curiosity got the better of me.
I don't think she found out, but a couple of years later, in my room, she found a skirt that did not belong to her and sympathetically asked me about it and I told her it was not mine, although it obviously was. She said she'd tell nobody and it was never mentioned again.
I think she may well have forgotten it after all this time.
I now live alone and have only told one female friend about my crossdressing and she is wonderful, even giving me her unwanted make-up.
Before my teens, several things happened that I feel were not the cause, but probably made me a little more curious about crossdressing.
Firstly, when I was about 8, mother bought me a shirt and later realised it was a girl's. Obviously, at that age I attatched no importance to it and wore it anyway.
Something mother encouraged me to do and not my brother was to agree with her when she complemented her female friends on their hair, clothes and make-up.
Also, when my hair was due to be cut and I did not want it done, my Grandmother used to tease me, saying she'd put a bow in my hair.
I feel guilty for lying to mother, hiding it and yet scared of hurting her by telling her I used to wear her make-up and clothes.
Is telling a good idea?