Paradise Lost...?

[Kim_Bitzflick]

Hi all,

I'm sitting here on the balcony of my apartment wearing my pink pajamas enjoying the early morning & it finally hit me. I won't be able to dress as freely as I have been for the past 4 months.

Let me explain.

I moved here on March 31 because I changed jobs. I came ahead of my wife & kids. I have been living in an apartment by myself and dressing every weekend. More than I ever dreamed I would. My wife visited a couple times & even took me (Kim) out to dinner twice! I really love her for that. But my kids don't know about Kim & my wife wants to keep it that way. I'm OK with that, but it makes being me difficult.

We finally found a house (yea) and my wife & kids will be here in a week. BUT I can't dress this weekend because I'm moving to the house & doing house preparation for the family. I'm not sure when I'll be able to dress again.

I'm a little bummed out.

Kim will have to be in the closet again for a while.

Thanks for listening.

[connie johnson]

Hi Kim

i'm sorry that your free time is coming to an end, but it sure will be nice to have your wife and kids around again. i haven't been been able to dress freely for a few months now, but the time is coming soon, after the kids return to school. Do'es your wife know about the dressing and will you be able to dress like you did before the move? we all go through these times and you just have to hang in there.

[Bev06 GG]

OH Kim,
I know exactly where your coming from there. I know it sounds selfish and I love my kids to bits and really love having them around me. However, just sometimes is lovely to chill out and have some me time isn't it. I love it. So honey welcome to the world of women. It sucks sometimes but hey your kids wont be around forever and I am sure you make the most of them when your together.
My partner is feeling a bit the same just now because obviously the summer break for the kids means that we wont get much time to dress during the day. But what the heck its only 6 weeks OMG 6 WEEEEEEKKKS AAGH. Only kidding.
Take care and keep looking forward to the next time you can chill and be Kim
Bev

[Kim_Bitzflick]

Hi Connie,

My wife knows I love dressing. She has gone out with me a couple times.

Only my kids don't know.

Hi Bev,

Thanks for the understanding words. I know Kim will be out again.

[deja true]

Well, Kim...it's not really Paradise Lost,is it?

Just Paradise Postponed a little. Kinda like Limbo...

Being in Limbo for a little bit will eventually make Paradise Regained be even sweeter!

:) :<3: :)

[lisalove]

I know what you mean. I used to own my house and 22 acres out in the country. Now I'm living in town, in an apartment with neighbors. I can't dress too fem, or go outside and do yard work in a bikini. My paradice is gone. I still dress, I wore capris and a nice fem top when I went out, had to walk past the neighbors sitting on the steps. Said a few words and on my way I went, but it's not like I can put on a skirt and top, with my high heels, and stroll past them. At least not yet anyway.

[Angie G]

That's to bad about the dressing but I sure you love having the kids around again. They will be grown and gone before you know it so enjoy them while you an hun. :hugs:
Angie

[KimberlyS]

Kim, I am in similar setup where my wife tolerates Kim and our kids do not know. I would say keep the communication open with your wife and times to CD will show up or can be made with the both of you working together at it. If one of our kids is staying at a friends or will be away for the night at times we will try to get the others to also. It is nice when my wife calls me at work and says the kids will be gone for part or all of the night. My wifes parents are an hour away and several times my wife has taken the kid up for the day, a night or the weekend. At times my wife is running around town for a good part of the day or night with the kids and I can have some femme time. When my wife knows I am CDing with all of them gone I get a 1 hr, 15 or 5 minute warning of their return. Or at least usually, as I also have had a "we are pulling into the driveway" or "one of the kids unlocking the door". Another option is like last Thursday I had some male errands to do, so I just took the whole day off and got my back waxed and by noon I switched over to femme clothes and spend the rest of the day enfemme. Finished some of my male errands enfemme and did some femme shopping. Gotta wonder what the convenience store clerks think when I come in all male mode, use the restroom and exit part femme.

kims

[Chari]

Great that you found a house and your family will be with you again! What if you underdressed or wore some unisex-femme clothes without labels? It's not fully dressed but may give you some satisfaction. Mark a day on the calender when the kids will be in school all day and maybe your wife can help "Kim" to come out for that day. Paradise will return, only on a new schedule.

[Fab Karen]

I'll bet the barbequeing neighbor will miss you:)

[darla_g]

i know what you mean, i have kids and love them to death but do enjoy my own time

[CD Susan]

Kim, I have been in your situation before. I hope you regard your kids as the most important thing in your life because they are. Sure cd is important to you but the kids come first. Just bite the bullet and before you know it they will be out on thier own. You have to make certain sacrifices in life and this is one of them. Hope this helps you even though it sounds harsh. Good luck hun.

[Karren H]

Sounds to me like you need to change jobs more often... :)