Julie
05-30-2005, 01:17 PM
No matter how bad you think you have it there's always someone who has it worse. So quit your crying and appreciate all the good things you have.
Guys have no idea what they are missing out on and the girls aren't telling. That skirt I had on last night coupled with pantyhose was so sensuous! :drool: I have never known of any guy clothing that feels that nice.
Repressing dressing, no matter how well you have convinced yourself you don't need to, is bad for the soul. There's nothing in the world that can take the place of a good night out dressed.
Look past the appearance and you may find beauty your eyes can't see. This is something I am seeing more and more.
I have asked myself hundreds of times why I ended up TG. I have come up with many reasons but none really seemed to click. But last night, after Escapades closed, Laura and I talked for almost two hours and I learned lesson #4.
The first time I saw her I thought she'd break me in half if I crossed her and that was almost a year ago. Over time I got to know her a little but never that well. She's a tough looking broad and that can scare a lot of people away. If I wasn't dressed I doubt I ever would have gotten to know her. But one thing that's a constant is when people accept me dressed I know they accept the real me and that is something that means a lot to me and I open myself up. Laura accepted me for who I am.
If you ever saw the movie "Shallow Hal" you would know what I am talking about. Once you look inside a person and see them for who they are you get to really know them and looks don't matter. Laura isn't into TGs but she looked inside me and liked the person inside. Same with Dawn. Both have told me it's not how you are dressed, it's the person inside I love. That may be the single greatest thing I learned from being TG.
Last night when I saw this picture of Laura and me
https://home.comcast.net/~julimarie/images/5-05/julie_laura.jpg
I just loved it because I had found a great friend by looking inside her. She's the type of person who would go to the wall for a friend. She taught me a lot last night and I will be forever grateful to her.
When I look at that as something I learned because I'm TG it makes all the pain and anguish seem trivial. I doubt I would have ever enjoyed the deep relationships I have if I wasn't TG. It kinda makes me happy I am.
Guys have no idea what they are missing out on and the girls aren't telling. That skirt I had on last night coupled with pantyhose was so sensuous! :drool: I have never known of any guy clothing that feels that nice.
Repressing dressing, no matter how well you have convinced yourself you don't need to, is bad for the soul. There's nothing in the world that can take the place of a good night out dressed.
Look past the appearance and you may find beauty your eyes can't see. This is something I am seeing more and more.
I have asked myself hundreds of times why I ended up TG. I have come up with many reasons but none really seemed to click. But last night, after Escapades closed, Laura and I talked for almost two hours and I learned lesson #4.
The first time I saw her I thought she'd break me in half if I crossed her and that was almost a year ago. Over time I got to know her a little but never that well. She's a tough looking broad and that can scare a lot of people away. If I wasn't dressed I doubt I ever would have gotten to know her. But one thing that's a constant is when people accept me dressed I know they accept the real me and that is something that means a lot to me and I open myself up. Laura accepted me for who I am.
If you ever saw the movie "Shallow Hal" you would know what I am talking about. Once you look inside a person and see them for who they are you get to really know them and looks don't matter. Laura isn't into TGs but she looked inside me and liked the person inside. Same with Dawn. Both have told me it's not how you are dressed, it's the person inside I love. That may be the single greatest thing I learned from being TG.
Last night when I saw this picture of Laura and me
https://home.comcast.net/~julimarie/images/5-05/julie_laura.jpg
I just loved it because I had found a great friend by looking inside her. She's the type of person who would go to the wall for a friend. She taught me a lot last night and I will be forever grateful to her.
When I look at that as something I learned because I'm TG it makes all the pain and anguish seem trivial. I doubt I would have ever enjoyed the deep relationships I have if I wasn't TG. It kinda makes me happy I am.