Gisele
10-26-2008, 08:05 AM
I have been in a slump lately on getting out.
Last night after I got off work I had plans to make a big pot of homemade chili. I got home and into the shower and had Beth's stuff all laid out for when I got out. After a nice long hot shower and a good close shave then I got dressed. Then I thought what the hell so, I put on some make up. I was looking pretty darn good.
Now it was about 9:45pm and I wanted to go for a short drive just to get out. One reason for the SHORT drive I had about a 1/4 tank of diesel in the truck. So, I drive and there is nothing around here. I wanted to be seen for some reason. I head north and end up in Lexington about 45 mins away. Then I get there and wanted to go shopping. Well, I went to the newest Wal Mart in Hamburg. I figured they would be pretty busy. I get there and park. Not too busy but good enough.
The last time I went out alone I sat in a Wal Mart parking lot for about 45 mins before going in to get the courage up. This time it was cut down to 5 mins.!
I just kept thinking about alot of you all telling me to suck it up and that I have just as much of a right to be there. So, I jump out of my truck and marched my butt right on in. Holy crap I thought...this feels so good! I walked around just looking a stuff. I did remember that I needed Shampoo and some lube.......For me or the car? Well, a good girl won't tell. :heehee:
I did notice that I had a few looks from mostly men. Nothing out of the range of the regular look. I know the look. LOL
I get a "Hi mam, from one of the Asst managers as I passed. I just smiled a big "hi" back at him.
Now it's check out time. Darn, they had only 3 lanes open and they were all full. So I head to the quick check out lane. There was an older couple in front of me and then 4 teenagers came up behind! :eek: I thought!!! 3 guys and a girl. You know what happened? NOTHING! yep, Nobody stoped and pointed or nothing.
Now the check out woman did kind of look at me. I really don't know if it was the "what in the hell are you" look or what. I really didn't care anyway.
On the way out I noticed alot of the associates were out front on a smoke break and as I passed I heard "WOW, son of a Bi**h look at that a$$. I was doing my best at shaking my booty while there. I did have on skin tight hiphuggers that really make me look good back there. I had a perfect tuck going on and you couldn't notice I was male at all. Plus I wearing a baby blue sweater with a droop neck and my DDD forms on and a crop swade camel color jacket and my black swade flat boots. I had the perfect look lastnight if I may say so.:)
On, the way home I totaly forgot about the diesel! Thank goodness my truck was on the avg of 27 mpg last night. I made it home with no problems.
Then I had thought heck I haven't even eaten! So I do that then the make up and get ready for bed and it was 2:15am! Crap I have to get up at 7 and be at work at 10am. I felt like I had been out drinking when 7 came this morning. I will sleep good tonight!
I know this was nothing HUGE but it is something. I just need to post this so others cand keep reading about going out and the world won't end if they do. I got my courage up in the past after reading post like this. I just hope this post will help others like it did me.
Thanks for reading my ramblings!
Much love to all of you!:hugs:
Beth
Last night after I got off work I had plans to make a big pot of homemade chili. I got home and into the shower and had Beth's stuff all laid out for when I got out. After a nice long hot shower and a good close shave then I got dressed. Then I thought what the hell so, I put on some make up. I was looking pretty darn good.
Now it was about 9:45pm and I wanted to go for a short drive just to get out. One reason for the SHORT drive I had about a 1/4 tank of diesel in the truck. So, I drive and there is nothing around here. I wanted to be seen for some reason. I head north and end up in Lexington about 45 mins away. Then I get there and wanted to go shopping. Well, I went to the newest Wal Mart in Hamburg. I figured they would be pretty busy. I get there and park. Not too busy but good enough.
The last time I went out alone I sat in a Wal Mart parking lot for about 45 mins before going in to get the courage up. This time it was cut down to 5 mins.!
I just kept thinking about alot of you all telling me to suck it up and that I have just as much of a right to be there. So, I jump out of my truck and marched my butt right on in. Holy crap I thought...this feels so good! I walked around just looking a stuff. I did remember that I needed Shampoo and some lube.......For me or the car? Well, a good girl won't tell. :heehee:
I did notice that I had a few looks from mostly men. Nothing out of the range of the regular look. I know the look. LOL
I get a "Hi mam, from one of the Asst managers as I passed. I just smiled a big "hi" back at him.
Now it's check out time. Darn, they had only 3 lanes open and they were all full. So I head to the quick check out lane. There was an older couple in front of me and then 4 teenagers came up behind! :eek: I thought!!! 3 guys and a girl. You know what happened? NOTHING! yep, Nobody stoped and pointed or nothing.
Now the check out woman did kind of look at me. I really don't know if it was the "what in the hell are you" look or what. I really didn't care anyway.
On the way out I noticed alot of the associates were out front on a smoke break and as I passed I heard "WOW, son of a Bi**h look at that a$$. I was doing my best at shaking my booty while there. I did have on skin tight hiphuggers that really make me look good back there. I had a perfect tuck going on and you couldn't notice I was male at all. Plus I wearing a baby blue sweater with a droop neck and my DDD forms on and a crop swade camel color jacket and my black swade flat boots. I had the perfect look lastnight if I may say so.:)
On, the way home I totaly forgot about the diesel! Thank goodness my truck was on the avg of 27 mpg last night. I made it home with no problems.
Then I had thought heck I haven't even eaten! So I do that then the make up and get ready for bed and it was 2:15am! Crap I have to get up at 7 and be at work at 10am. I felt like I had been out drinking when 7 came this morning. I will sleep good tonight!
I know this was nothing HUGE but it is something. I just need to post this so others cand keep reading about going out and the world won't end if they do. I got my courage up in the past after reading post like this. I just hope this post will help others like it did me.
Thanks for reading my ramblings!
Much love to all of you!:hugs:
Beth