Thank The Gods .....I have my appointment :)

[Felix]

OMG The Gods have given me a break at last and just when I needed it, thanx so much

I was just given a very special gift off my friend and funny enough I connected with it straight away and I thought yeah I must ring the gender clinic now, So I did.....I spoke to the woman who had left a message for me but due to a lot of things I haven't got back to her. She was like 'LOL Felix yeah I know who you are we don't get many Felix round here.' I was laughing and said, 'Yeah I'm one on my own ' Then she was like, ' I was just going to send you a letter coz we have set your first three appointments.' I was overjoyed and was like, 'You don't know how much I needed to hear that.' So she explained to me how it would go......

My appointments will be....

18th December at 1pm that will be with a nurse specialist who is apparently really nice.

23rd January at 11am again with the nurse specialist.

February 25th at 11am with the nurse specialist and the psychiatrist.

Omg I'm so excited, nervous and all sorts of other emotions right now but those who have been here will know what I'm talking about

So she said she will be sending me some info and questioners to fill in and I was like yeah no worries

I rang my advisor and told her and she was so pleased for me and she said she will take me and be there for me. She is a wonderful person and I am so lucky to have her as an advisor and friend

I can't really express how I feel right now except to say I am overjoyed and this was just what the doctor ordered so to speak ;)

I'll let you all know how I go and thanx for all your support so far xx Felix one happy fella right now :):):)

[Holly]

Way cool, Felix. I'm glad things are finally falling your way. Congratularions! :hugs:

[Sandra]

Pleased to hear this Felix, things are now coming together for you :hugs:

[Shelly Preston]

Great news Felix

Now all you need is time to go quicker ;)

[Felix]

Thanx Ladies and yeah I needed a break after everything thats goin on lately xx Felix :)

[Felix]

OMG the gods really are giving me breaks today, I been tryin to sort my finances out for nearly two months now ya know with the recession and all its been a bit shitty but yesssssssssss Ive found the important ID thingy I needed so now I just need to put everything together and hopefully by Christmas things will be more sorted and I can get back on track in the new year and put some savings away for the summer lol well thats if I can keep it there I know what I'm like but if there is a good enough reason it will stay there. I know a very good reason but that all depends on the Gods I think right now and I have faith in them xx Felix.....A saticefied customer xxBB

[Devon James]

I'm so happy and relieved for you! Things are finally going the way you want it to go. I hope all your appointments go well :hugs:

[ZenFrost]

That's great news! I'm so glad things have been looking up for you lately. :hugs:

[Felix]

Hi Guys and thanx :) Yup things are definitely looking up in certain areas of my life which is great :) xx Felix

[suzy cool]

Can you lend me £56.00....only there's these shoes on Ebay.:heehee:

[Sharon]

This is extremely cool news, Felix -- congratulations!! :)

[Felix]

LOL@£56 shoes on EBay Suzie and no so sorry I'm skint right now :tongueout

Hi Sharon and thanx Hun :hugs: xx Felix :)

[suzy cool]

Never mind. :heehee: Glad to hear your life is turning around. :thumbsup: I'll lend you a tenner if it will get you past Christmas.

[Felix]

AWWWW thanx Suzy ya way cool :) xx Felix

[mylitta]

Glad things are looking up for you, hon

[Felix]

Thanx Mylitta Hun :hugs:

I saw my advisor today and she was so pleased for me. We had a good talk about all sorts of stuff and she said I'm so pleased for you that things are moving forward coz the thing we need to do for ya now is get ya on the 'T'. We talked about what this might mean and how it can affect ya both physically and psychologically coz she has fully transitioned and she went through the mill to get there a real activist and a genuine one too There was another worker there who talked to me about living and working in education whilest transitioning and she said you are in a really good place to be pro active. I was like yeah and I'm definitely out and proud She asked how the children and staff have reacted so I told her in brief. She said I don't get it why people are so affraid of all this you are just ordinary people who wanna live the ordinary lives ya deserve like anyone else!!! I was like yeah its so nice to hear that ya know.
It was so nice to be around my friends today. I went to see my buddies Paul and Mark and we had a good old jangle it was so nice and we are going out friday night like the good old times, they reckon I deserve a night out and to be with my mates. They are right and they have always looked after me and nine times out of ten known whats right for me. They know me well as I do them and I so value their frienship. They are very happy for me that I got my appointments coz they know how much getting 'T' means to me coz I've been waiting all my life to be the real me and not who everyone else wants me to be. Like I've said before I've known all my life that I was in the wrong body and now I'm doing something about it. I said to my advisor today ya know what if things hadn't happened the way they did and I hadn't taken time out to reflect on my whole life and where I wanted to go I might not be here now and fullfilling what I should have been from the start. Helen was like yeah I was the same and I know exactly what ya mean. It's so nice when someone else recognizes ya for the real you and gives you the encouragement and the backing like that especially when ya know ya can't tell your family coz ya know they won't back ya coz of circumastances and extremely ill parents. Another reason I'm not out to my parents, coz I will not because of circumstances and how ill they are, lay this at their door. They don't need it and to be honest I'm thinking in my mind right now how long will they be around. They are so old fashioned but very caring souls even though they got funny ways of showing it at times but then don't we all. I know I'm rambling but I feel very reflective right now so please forgive me, I just need to talk and reflect
My mates told me I'm loosing weight I was like yeah change of diet and my stomach is playing up big time coz of stuff at the moment which really kicks it off and I haven't felt much like eating lately either but I'm sure it's just one of those times when my body just needs to rest and sort itself out ya know.
Well its been a nice week having my son here I love him dearly and love having him over. He's in his final year at school so he will be sitting final exams before he goes to college. OMG my baby in college time flys in our busy lives doesn't it. One minute they are babies in our arms the next minute men.
I'm looking forward to halloween and will be cellebrating it with lewis and emma my buddies. I cellebrated alone last year it was nice but it will be even nicer to cellebrate with fellow pagans
Well thats all for now think ive talked myself dry thanx for ya patince xx Felix ....Looking into the eye of the future :)