DonnaD
05-31-2005, 11:50 PM
Gosh its been a while since I've been here.
It's good to be back! I have had nothing but stress and turmoil in my life the last several months and it hampered my ability to post here. I got really self conscious about being a cd at the date of my last post eons ago and really nothing has changed save for the fact that I missed you people here.
I haven't gone out "dressed" yet either and it does feel as though something has really expired in me. This July 2nd will be my 34th birthday and honestly I think my time is running out, no makeup or clothes can fix the ravages of testosterone, or at least a so called GG friend of mine told me, I tried to open up to her and was basically told that I would never pass and honestly should remain in the closet with this.
That all being said, I swallowed myself in a world of darkness and stress. Work work work and absolutely no play at all.
I realize this is alot to dump my first day back but it had to come off my chest before I drank myself deeper into the bottle, and now I fear that all the friends I had made before I left for so long on here are gone or have switched tag names or whatever.
I hope I can still call this a safe place and will be welcome here once again...
Donna D...
It's good to be back! I have had nothing but stress and turmoil in my life the last several months and it hampered my ability to post here. I got really self conscious about being a cd at the date of my last post eons ago and really nothing has changed save for the fact that I missed you people here.
I haven't gone out "dressed" yet either and it does feel as though something has really expired in me. This July 2nd will be my 34th birthday and honestly I think my time is running out, no makeup or clothes can fix the ravages of testosterone, or at least a so called GG friend of mine told me, I tried to open up to her and was basically told that I would never pass and honestly should remain in the closet with this.
That all being said, I swallowed myself in a world of darkness and stress. Work work work and absolutely no play at all.
I realize this is alot to dump my first day back but it had to come off my chest before I drank myself deeper into the bottle, and now I fear that all the friends I had made before I left for so long on here are gone or have switched tag names or whatever.
I hope I can still call this a safe place and will be welcome here once again...
Donna D...