crusadergirl
11-03-2008, 11:33 PM
changed for good
I have thought about giving this up for a year are so now. I'm talking about dressing as girl of course. For along time now all i did was worry about what ppl thought of me, my friends my family ppl i don't even know. Yeah i post pics even though i thought that way. In alot of ways i was scared to not only show this side of me but just to be myself.
I'm not saying looking this way is the real me its just a part that i had failed to use it to help me grow as a person. Its no secret i am pretty creative and i would like to be an entertainer of some sort. Now i'm not going to sing and dance and act a fool when i don't have to.
I would like to do some acting or even model for awhile then maybe start my own clothing line. Now let me get to my point i have changed alot in the last couple of weeks, i'm not scared to be myself and it makes it so much easier to talk to ppl now. I'm not worried about what anybody thinks of me anymore i'm cool with who i am. So this ninja rockstar is going to fun and live life the way i want. And i send out thanks to everybody that supports me and accepts me for who i am.
I am Kirra and Stingrayver both in one and my quest has just started.
Hugs and kisses to all.
I have thought about giving this up for a year are so now. I'm talking about dressing as girl of course. For along time now all i did was worry about what ppl thought of me, my friends my family ppl i don't even know. Yeah i post pics even though i thought that way. In alot of ways i was scared to not only show this side of me but just to be myself.
I'm not saying looking this way is the real me its just a part that i had failed to use it to help me grow as a person. Its no secret i am pretty creative and i would like to be an entertainer of some sort. Now i'm not going to sing and dance and act a fool when i don't have to.
I would like to do some acting or even model for awhile then maybe start my own clothing line. Now let me get to my point i have changed alot in the last couple of weeks, i'm not scared to be myself and it makes it so much easier to talk to ppl now. I'm not worried about what anybody thinks of me anymore i'm cool with who i am. So this ninja rockstar is going to fun and live life the way i want. And i send out thanks to everybody that supports me and accepts me for who i am.
I am Kirra and Stingrayver both in one and my quest has just started.
Hugs and kisses to all.