The end is near.

[Carole Cross]

Hi girls,
over the last few days I have been doing a lot of soul searching,a lot of crying, and had hardly any sleep. The conclusion to this is that I feel I can no longer live with my male life, I have gone as far as I can.
Therefore over the course of the next few months I will take steps to try and make the transistion to living as a woman. I am not yet sure where this will lead and it could take a long time. Hopefully by the end of next year I will be living full time and eventually going for srs.
To cheer myself up I went shopping today and bought this
Although I dontquite have the figure for it, I makes me feel feminine:battingeyelashes:

[Samantha B L]

Hello Carole, The lingerie outfit is very nice and it fits you just right. I say if if there's a way and you've got a steady income and you live in circumstances where nobody can try to get at you and force you to stop dressing then why not live as a woman?! I'm not transexual,I'm a crossdresser but I'd dress 24/7 if there was a way! So go for it girl. Keep us all posted on how things turn out.

Hugs, Samantha

[DinaMature]

May courage and strength be with you. :gfi:

[Carole Cross]

I would have to change my job before going full time because My current job is a male only environment and I dont think I will be able to move to another department, not that the management would allow me to.

[TGMarla]

Best of luck to you. At least you know that when you come here, you have an empathetic crowd to talk to. Let us know how it goes.

I recommend the TS section here.

[Jenna1561]

I wish you the best of luck in your pursuit of happiness and slf-fulfillment. I haven't followed your story well, so forgive me if I'm stating what you already know. If you're not in counseling, please find a good gender therapist to talk with. Not only will he/she listen to your story, they may have contacts and resources you currently do not have access to.

Living as a woman full-time can be rewarding, but it is also wrought with its own disadvantages. If transition is what you truly want you will make it happen. Again, Best Wishes.


Jenna

[Carole Cross]

If you want to see what I bought, then click on this link http://www.marksandspencer.com/gp/product/images/B001EHUZBM/ref=dp_product-image/277-8054089-9919231?ie=UTF8&m=A2BO0OYVBKIQJM&n=42966030&mnSBrand=core I have to admit that it doesn't look quite so good on me! :sad:

[Sarah Martin]

Carole,

Good luck on your transition to full-time en femme. I hope you find acceptance and support from those close to you, and that your journey to being a woman is a pleasant and enjoyable trip.

Please let us know how you get on.

Hugs and best wishes,
Sarah

[docrobbysherry]

U describe your transitioning as the "end". Maybe with a good therapist's help, u can think of it more as a "beginning"!?:)

U know we're all with u! Either way!:thumbsup:

[Carole Cross]

Thank you all for your support.:love: I havenot started seeing a therapist yet but I will find one next year after speaking to my GP.

[Dorisnycd]

I know it is not easy but go forward and enjoy your life. Hugs and love

[CD Susan]

Hi Carole, I wish you only the best in your journey of transition. Please keep us posted on you are progressing.