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KarenS
12-21-2008, 02:59 AM
What a rush. The funny things that happen are sometimes only funny after we think about them for a few minutes when the adrenaline quits pumping.

Tonight, my youngest daughter and wife are sleeping. I am wearing jeans rolled up to the knee, a blue polo, bra, forms, panties, stockings, and four inch black heals. I am at the computer and the room is dimly lit. I am reading trough the CD forums and enjoying my moment of relaxation as Karen.

My twenty year old comes through the door, I tuck my feet back under my chair. She is maybe twelve feet away on the stair landing and decides she needs to talk to me about her car acting up. I am almost shaking and hunch over a little and squeeze my elbows in to try to let my breasts get lost in the bulk of my shirt. She talks with me for about five minutes. I spill my water glass all over the desk and scramble to get Kleenex to soak it up. Water is all over the desk and spilling on to the floor.

My thoughts: “My breasts are showing through my shirt.” “I can’t let her see my profile.” “Don’t get up, she’ll see my nylons and heels.” “The water is everywhere.” “Is she coming over to the desk to help? If she does, I’m a caught a**.”

She finally finishes her questions and goes upstairs. I pull off my four inch heals and run to the kitchen to get some paper towels for the water. I’m back at the desk, mopping up the water with my heals on the floor right next to the waste basket and where the water is dripping off the desk.

My daughter comes back downstairs as I continue to mop up water. She starts talking again about her car. I’m still mopping up water. I’m sill trying to hunch over, tuck my elbows in, keep my nylon encased feet tucked under the chair, and hoping she doesn’t come closer. If she does, she will surely see my 4 inch heals lying next to the waste basket and puddle of water.

She finally leaves after another ten minutes. I wanted to laugh at myself. I don’t know if I was caught or not.

Sara Jessica
12-21-2008, 09:00 AM
This is why door locks were invented!!!

deja true
12-21-2008, 09:16 AM
And of course she didn't see the big pink and blue CD dot com logo on the top of your page, did she?

:D

Chrissy be good
12-21-2008, 09:51 AM
Maybe she did see and came back down thinking.......did I just see what I thought I saw. Hmmmmm. Might wanna lay low for a little bit.

Holly
12-21-2008, 11:39 AM
Who's house is this, again???

Elizebeth
12-21-2008, 02:04 PM
It is hard to find time with a kids. Its only time before I am found out, goddess that scarces me!

DanaR
12-21-2008, 02:21 PM
Ah, life in the fast lane.

mklinden2010
12-21-2008, 03:09 PM
I'm getting this less and less...

Uh, do you just like the excitement of living dangerously, or, would you be happier not having to worry so much? And, is it possible you're having your leg pulled?

Years ago, I thought all this was a bigger deal. Once I got used to talking to people about it, a lot of the allure did go away. Turns out it is often "just "clothes" and it is often "just fantasies."

I wonder if, when you get around to just "revealing" yourself to the entire family, you won't get some of what I got: "Yeah, we thought you were a little strange. Can we go to the movies this weekend?"

Your daughter, for example, may know all she wants to know, but she's messing with you as she gets you to go about the normal nuts and bolts of living, "Hey, Dad, about my car..." And, perhaps she then enjoys seeing you fumble around with the shoes, the water, and the computer screen..."

"Lucy, you gotta lotta 'plaining to do!"

There's no boilerplate language for how to talk about some of these issues, the crossdressing Dad, but there is a lot of "nudge, nudge, wink wink" going on a lot of times just the same. People may have a firm clue about what's going on, but maybe they're not going to deal with it in the open until you're able to to do so more comfortably.

Just wondering, just guessing... But, from the sound of it, you're in deep enough with what you're doing that you need to start dealing with it more openly.

This morning, my SO came in while I was on this website to ask me something and I said, "Hey, look at this post from yesterday!" and we had a laugh at some of the replies to the "If you could talk to your 18-year-old self..." Yeah, "Buy, Google." Good one.

Point is, not only does everyone around here know what goes on, they enjoy it as part of daily life instead of something "maybe creepy" that only goes on after everyone else is asleep and dead to the world.

Look, you're no weirder than the guy who spends the winters in his basement with train sets - when you think about it. (No offense to you "normal" model train nuts.) Everyone has something that they do for them. This is your thing. A twenty-year old gets that...

You should too.

That, I get.

Barbaraheels
12-21-2008, 03:42 PM
If you're lucky she may think that you were just looking at some porn online, that would be alot easier to explain and get away with I think.

Sally2005
12-22-2008, 12:53 AM
If she is anything like my wife, when she is talking about -her- car she has tunnel vision and expects magic to happen after she tells me about it... your daughter probably didn't notice, most teenagers are too caught up in their own existence to notice yours... I mean, she didn't notice or care that water was dripping off your desk on to the floor?...I bet it would have been a little different if it was her desk!

...or it goes something like 'I don't care if my dad is weird and likes wearing high heels as long as he helps me with my car'...priorities!

Tasha McIntyre
12-22-2008, 12:56 AM
I think it just goes to show that people are generally caught up in their own lives to notice..... the old can't see the forest for the trees line!

Your 20 year old had a problem to think through and that was consuming her mind at the time....

OR



Maybe she did see and came back down thinking.......did I just see what I thought I saw.

Susan.
12-22-2008, 12:57 AM
How high were your heels? :devil:

JoAnne Wheeler
12-29-2008, 03:49 PM
I've had many close calls in the past. It always unnerves me a little, but I'm really trying hard from now on not to let it bother me.

Love,

JoAnne Wheeler

Terrihoney
12-29-2008, 03:57 PM
So, what was wrong with the car? Oops, wrong forum.
Sometimes your life is not your own.

Hugs, Terri

Karren H
12-29-2008, 04:14 PM
Maybe she already knows.. And you don't know she knows.. She probably went upstairs and texted her BFF that Dad is crossdressing again!! Lol

Bootsiegalore
12-29-2008, 05:27 PM
Maybe she already knows.. And you don't know she knows.. She probably went upstairs and texted her BFF that Dad is crossdressing again!! Lol

I love the reply KH!

Tara!

KarenS
12-29-2008, 05:40 PM
Maybe she already knows.. And you don't know she knows.. She probably went upstairs and texted her BFF that Dad is crossdressing again!! Lol

You may be very accurate. On another note, her BF's hair is down to the middle of his back - nearly four times as long as hers. lol.

Karren H
12-29-2008, 05:51 PM
OMG.... I sure hope he's not one of us.... if it gets too popular I'll have to find a new hobby!! :)