halfman_halfamazing
12-23-2008, 03:26 AM
Pretty much what the title says.
Um.. i went to the doctor blah blah blah fast forward i told him about my gender crisis stuff and then he was like oh thats interesting and then he went on about how why and he said i was pretty. obviously i was taken aback. later on he apologized realizing that it was offensive to me. then also hurt me.. i didn't care about the pretty comment but then he asked if my mom knew. i said yes and that she was beeing supportive of whatever i chose and then he said "well, she says that now. just wait til you start growing a beard and see how she feels"
at that point i fought to hold back tears and looked down untied and tied my shoe.
nevermind that before he said that he said that even if i get surgery i still won't be all male. that even with a penis it can never be fully functional penis. that to have sex i'll need an implant and that it might not be possible to have an orgasm.
another thing that freaks me out is that he asked if my girlfriend and i have "diddled" as in if we've fingered or had oral. then he asked if i masterbated in order to trigger the information about not being able to have an orgasm.
i seriously don't know what to do.
i have to go shopping in the morning with my girlfriend but i cant get to sleep until i know that those things arent true.
i don't wanna change doctors i'm just so desperate right now i need help and i can't drive myself anywhere else.
and having my "new best friend" (my girlfriend) take me looks kinda weird.
just tell me something please.
:hiding:
UPDATE:
Thank you to everyone who made it clear that my doctor is a freak and probably gets his jollies at night from the info that i give him. Oh btw he also said that oral 'tickles' and chuckled like a very disturbing santa clause.
Anyway I have another appointment with my other Doc. he prescribes me my anxiety pills. Also need to see him because my temper frightens me. I plan to tell him everything jolly old saint nick said and see if he can redirect me to someone else.
Another thing. I have another appoint with this nutter and i was wondering if i should go or not? I honestly don't feel like going. I get this super creepy feeling everytime i think about going back.
And last but not least, my girl says i should report him but i think i'm gonna see what what other doctor says when i tell him about my horrendous experience.
:sad::nailbiting::sigh::worried::worried:
Um.. i went to the doctor blah blah blah fast forward i told him about my gender crisis stuff and then he was like oh thats interesting and then he went on about how why and he said i was pretty. obviously i was taken aback. later on he apologized realizing that it was offensive to me. then also hurt me.. i didn't care about the pretty comment but then he asked if my mom knew. i said yes and that she was beeing supportive of whatever i chose and then he said "well, she says that now. just wait til you start growing a beard and see how she feels"
at that point i fought to hold back tears and looked down untied and tied my shoe.
nevermind that before he said that he said that even if i get surgery i still won't be all male. that even with a penis it can never be fully functional penis. that to have sex i'll need an implant and that it might not be possible to have an orgasm.
another thing that freaks me out is that he asked if my girlfriend and i have "diddled" as in if we've fingered or had oral. then he asked if i masterbated in order to trigger the information about not being able to have an orgasm.
i seriously don't know what to do.
i have to go shopping in the morning with my girlfriend but i cant get to sleep until i know that those things arent true.
i don't wanna change doctors i'm just so desperate right now i need help and i can't drive myself anywhere else.
and having my "new best friend" (my girlfriend) take me looks kinda weird.
just tell me something please.
:hiding:
UPDATE:
Thank you to everyone who made it clear that my doctor is a freak and probably gets his jollies at night from the info that i give him. Oh btw he also said that oral 'tickles' and chuckled like a very disturbing santa clause.
Anyway I have another appointment with my other Doc. he prescribes me my anxiety pills. Also need to see him because my temper frightens me. I plan to tell him everything jolly old saint nick said and see if he can redirect me to someone else.
Another thing. I have another appoint with this nutter and i was wondering if i should go or not? I honestly don't feel like going. I get this super creepy feeling everytime i think about going back.
And last but not least, my girl says i should report him but i think i'm gonna see what what other doctor says when i tell him about my horrendous experience.
:sad::nailbiting::sigh::worried::worried: