Rachel Morley
06-12-2005, 01:59 AM
As some of you might know I have a very accepting wife, Marla. Even though she actively encourages me to dress up and be sweet and feminine in the house, and I also wear really quite feminine clothes as a guy in public, I have never actually gone out completely enfemme.....that is until today.
Just one one week ago she posted about how I respect her limits and that she is not ready to go out with me enfemme as two girls. But over the last few days she has been making suggestions about how if I was ever going to pass I would need better make up and that I would need to be wearing the sort of clothes that a gg would wear to go to the store.
Today, after lunch, she decided that we should go to Rite Aid and get some better make up for me. We came back with new concealer, foundation, translucent powder, and new mascara. Then this afternoon she "went to work on me". First she tweezed my eyebrows a little...not too much just a suggestion of a more feminine shape. I don't want to bore you with the details but after she was done I had more make up on than I had ever had on in my life. I was wearing heavy concealer, foundation, translucent powder, blush, eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara, lip liner, and lipstick. I first got dressed in a sweet little skirt, white satin trimmed shell and pink cardigan (see my new avatar and profile picture) we then had dinner and afterwards she said out of the blue "wow you look really good tonight, would you like to go out?" I could hardly believe it!
Well, to cut another long story short, she suggested I change into something more appropriate first. I changed into a black pair of capris and a black cardigan but kept on my satin trimmed shell. She also lent me her sandals and purse. Now the first obstacle was to get into the car without the neighbors seeing. It was not completely dark yet, the sun was just starting to go down. Marla to the rescue! She suggested I take out my earrings and take off my wig and put a baseball cap on and do up my cardigan and go to the car like that. It worked. We then drove to a quiet side street and I put my earrings back in put my wig on and undid my cardigan except for the top button.
Marla was driving and I just sat and did nothing. All the time she was checking with me on how I was feeling and if I wanted to go home. Well actually, I was feeling pretty safe in the cocoon of the car and I really didn't feel particularly different than when I am dressed in a feminized way (but as a guy) in public. After a while she said "right, this is too easy. We need to get you out of the car." We drove to a large shopping center and parked some distance away from the store entrances. She asked me if I wanted to go inside. I chickened out and said no, that I just wanted to walk up to the store front and then walk back to the car. Now, I know this is such a lame thing to some of you more experienced girls, but for me this is a big thing. I have never been outside the house in women's clothes in full wig and make up except to a costume party once.
As we walked towards the store, we walked by an old man. Nothing, didn't even look at us. Then as we got closer a middle aged woman came out of the store and headed towards us. She walked right by me real close. We gave each other very brief eye contact. Still nothing. I was beginning to think "wow, I think I'm passing". There were a couple of other people who saw me fairly close up, an older lady and a young woman in the car that was right next to ours when we walked back, but all in all an uneventful first outing :)
When we got home Marla said that she had fun and was happy that things went well, also that with more work on my make up and confidence I will be ready to go to the indoor mall in daylight. Here's a picture of what I was wearing.
I'm sorry this is a long post but I thought some of you might be interested to hear all the gory details :)
Angel
Just one one week ago she posted about how I respect her limits and that she is not ready to go out with me enfemme as two girls. But over the last few days she has been making suggestions about how if I was ever going to pass I would need better make up and that I would need to be wearing the sort of clothes that a gg would wear to go to the store.
Today, after lunch, she decided that we should go to Rite Aid and get some better make up for me. We came back with new concealer, foundation, translucent powder, and new mascara. Then this afternoon she "went to work on me". First she tweezed my eyebrows a little...not too much just a suggestion of a more feminine shape. I don't want to bore you with the details but after she was done I had more make up on than I had ever had on in my life. I was wearing heavy concealer, foundation, translucent powder, blush, eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara, lip liner, and lipstick. I first got dressed in a sweet little skirt, white satin trimmed shell and pink cardigan (see my new avatar and profile picture) we then had dinner and afterwards she said out of the blue "wow you look really good tonight, would you like to go out?" I could hardly believe it!
Well, to cut another long story short, she suggested I change into something more appropriate first. I changed into a black pair of capris and a black cardigan but kept on my satin trimmed shell. She also lent me her sandals and purse. Now the first obstacle was to get into the car without the neighbors seeing. It was not completely dark yet, the sun was just starting to go down. Marla to the rescue! She suggested I take out my earrings and take off my wig and put a baseball cap on and do up my cardigan and go to the car like that. It worked. We then drove to a quiet side street and I put my earrings back in put my wig on and undid my cardigan except for the top button.
Marla was driving and I just sat and did nothing. All the time she was checking with me on how I was feeling and if I wanted to go home. Well actually, I was feeling pretty safe in the cocoon of the car and I really didn't feel particularly different than when I am dressed in a feminized way (but as a guy) in public. After a while she said "right, this is too easy. We need to get you out of the car." We drove to a large shopping center and parked some distance away from the store entrances. She asked me if I wanted to go inside. I chickened out and said no, that I just wanted to walk up to the store front and then walk back to the car. Now, I know this is such a lame thing to some of you more experienced girls, but for me this is a big thing. I have never been outside the house in women's clothes in full wig and make up except to a costume party once.
As we walked towards the store, we walked by an old man. Nothing, didn't even look at us. Then as we got closer a middle aged woman came out of the store and headed towards us. She walked right by me real close. We gave each other very brief eye contact. Still nothing. I was beginning to think "wow, I think I'm passing". There were a couple of other people who saw me fairly close up, an older lady and a young woman in the car that was right next to ours when we walked back, but all in all an uneventful first outing :)
When we got home Marla said that she had fun and was happy that things went well, also that with more work on my make up and confidence I will be ready to go to the indoor mall in daylight. Here's a picture of what I was wearing.
I'm sorry this is a long post but I thought some of you might be interested to hear all the gory details :)
Angel