boardpuppy
01-12-2009, 12:46 PM
Hi Ladies,
When I came out to the SO, it wasnt pretty. Their were a lot of tears, the normal questions and stress. The bra, panties and knylons (maybe) were ovious. The thing is what I don't know is if the SO realizes how asurtive Alice has become. Yes my fem personnality has a name (SO DOSNT know), or about wearing makeup, completely dressing, taking rides in the real world and most of all shopping. Oh, the shopping, trying on all those nice pretty, soft lacy blouces and durling (in my mind) over the panties and bra's (oh the colors and selection). Sorry, I got a littled carried away, didnt realize how easily the fog could carry me away. I have been able to control the dreaded "Pink Fog" to a small extent. Well the SO controlles it (with presents) when we are out together, unfortunenetly I'm only in drab. I'd really be in troulbe if I was dressed. The SO has watched as I have shuffled through the blouces, pants, bra's and panties, knowing everytime if what I picked out to show her is something for me or her. Couldn't tell if it was anger directed at my DCing or because we both have to shop in the same shop (sizes). When shopping together, I do/have picked more than half of her clothes. I have said all that to ask for help. I have tried several times to expain more fully about the fog and Alice but the words aren't coming together and I lose the moment.
When I came out to the SO, it wasnt pretty. Their were a lot of tears, the normal questions and stress. The bra, panties and knylons (maybe) were ovious. The thing is what I don't know is if the SO realizes how asurtive Alice has become. Yes my fem personnality has a name (SO DOSNT know), or about wearing makeup, completely dressing, taking rides in the real world and most of all shopping. Oh, the shopping, trying on all those nice pretty, soft lacy blouces and durling (in my mind) over the panties and bra's (oh the colors and selection). Sorry, I got a littled carried away, didnt realize how easily the fog could carry me away. I have been able to control the dreaded "Pink Fog" to a small extent. Well the SO controlles it (with presents) when we are out together, unfortunenetly I'm only in drab. I'd really be in troulbe if I was dressed. The SO has watched as I have shuffled through the blouces, pants, bra's and panties, knowing everytime if what I picked out to show her is something for me or her. Couldn't tell if it was anger directed at my DCing or because we both have to shop in the same shop (sizes). When shopping together, I do/have picked more than half of her clothes. I have said all that to ask for help. I have tried several times to expain more fully about the fog and Alice but the words aren't coming together and I lose the moment.