BekiJ
01-16-2009, 01:20 AM
Well, ladies, gurls, girls, guys, and everything in between, it's been a fun couple weeks! My wife gets home tomorrow night. Everything has been stashed, except what I have on now. This will be hidden tomorrow. No more wearing panties to work, no more dressing when I get home. No more bras, forms, dresses, skirts, wigs, etc. Bummer. I really do like the feeling of all of it, especially long hair.
Some one asked how much a good wife/SO was worth. Well, she is worth putting this away for, for now. I can get a half hour to an hour every week or so of “she” time, so withdrawal will not be severe. And if she never finds out, probably all the better. Better to not burden her with this knowledge.
And in another thread, upon passing, how would your next of kin find out or feel, etc. I don’t know how she would feel (not good, I am sure) , but I have left a very short note with my “stuff.” I know it won’t help (unless by then she is happy to be rid of me). And I will guarantee she will outlive me by 20 years, based upon family genetics. So I really do need to make plans for disposal, hopefully before the time comes.
On the positive side, I can get focused on projects that have taken a back seat for the last couple weeks. Obviously, given a choice, I would rather dress. But as the couple weeks have gone by, I have become comfortable, and suspect if I stayed this way much longer, I would be able to get back to those projects dressed either way.
You know you have been dressing too long, when driving to work, you have to ask yourself if you have a bra and forms on. Last two mornings. Yup. A little unsettling. And kind of cool.
I will be hanging out for another hour or so. I may be able to sneak a peek tomorrow before my wife gets home, but I will probably only be able to check in on Saturdays if I am alone at work.
Before going to bed tonight, I think I will take a short walk down the driveway, in the dark, well out of sight of the neighbors. And feel the wind blow on my legs, blow through my hair. It will just be a few minutes, but an enjoyable few minutes. A few minutes that will either sustain me until I can do this again or torment me.
Hugs
BekiJ
Some one asked how much a good wife/SO was worth. Well, she is worth putting this away for, for now. I can get a half hour to an hour every week or so of “she” time, so withdrawal will not be severe. And if she never finds out, probably all the better. Better to not burden her with this knowledge.
And in another thread, upon passing, how would your next of kin find out or feel, etc. I don’t know how she would feel (not good, I am sure) , but I have left a very short note with my “stuff.” I know it won’t help (unless by then she is happy to be rid of me). And I will guarantee she will outlive me by 20 years, based upon family genetics. So I really do need to make plans for disposal, hopefully before the time comes.
On the positive side, I can get focused on projects that have taken a back seat for the last couple weeks. Obviously, given a choice, I would rather dress. But as the couple weeks have gone by, I have become comfortable, and suspect if I stayed this way much longer, I would be able to get back to those projects dressed either way.
You know you have been dressing too long, when driving to work, you have to ask yourself if you have a bra and forms on. Last two mornings. Yup. A little unsettling. And kind of cool.
I will be hanging out for another hour or so. I may be able to sneak a peek tomorrow before my wife gets home, but I will probably only be able to check in on Saturdays if I am alone at work.
Before going to bed tonight, I think I will take a short walk down the driveway, in the dark, well out of sight of the neighbors. And feel the wind blow on my legs, blow through my hair. It will just be a few minutes, but an enjoyable few minutes. A few minutes that will either sustain me until I can do this again or torment me.
Hugs
BekiJ