Still crossdresing bu in another way
It?s been a long time since I?ve written here and a lot of things have happened during it. I still crossdress but only when I have to act a man which makes me feel awkward ? luckily I have to it only in some cases in a year. The rest of my time I live totally as Anouk.
I also crossname: I have my female name as my fourth official name which has been possible since the beginning of the last year in Finland.
So my life has turned totally female. I work as Anouk, I go to gym as Anouk, I do bellydance in a female group, I have my ID cards with my female face and so on.
So how has it worked? The answer is in fabulous way! All my colleagues and students have taken it ok, very few a bit confused and most of them very easygoing. The astonishing thing has been I?ve taken so totally female in the environments where I have not been a known person. In spite of my not so female face and definitely male voice I have had difficulties in explaining I?m still a man when it has been needed. It seems people define your gender, then lock it in their mind and adjust ?anomalies? to that locked picture.
So my two last years I?ve been as Anouk 24/7 have been the happiest in my life.
To know more about my life you can go here:
http://anukatariina2.blogspot.com/