Would something like this make me gay or bi?

If I watched pornographic movies in which there was a male who crossdressed and made love to a woman?

I suppose it would depend on which turned you on more, the crossdressed guy or the woman? Not relevant to your question, but I was just curious if you took note of what he was wearing? Was it a nice ensemble? Taking note of the outfit is of paramount importance. The dress makes it erotic.

For me, I would be drawn to the woman and her clothes. For some reason, that's where my eyes almost always are drawn. I admire women A LOT! I don't know if it is envy and admiration for their being a woman or the fact that she's allowed to wear and have soooo many options in clothing...bras, panties, stockings/pantyhose, etc. You name it, I'm envious!

Hi. My name is Anika. I'm disabled having Cerebral Palsy and use a wheelchair. I'm 48. I'm also interested in crossdressing since I met one online few years ago who asked me to change my male profile in Yahoo to a female one. Without any hesitation I accepted her request. She introduced me to crossdressing and taught me how to be a female online and directed me to some crossdresser groups. I was attracted to crossdressers and some are prettier than some genetic girls. I was amazed how pretty and sexy they can be.

Being married I can't go far into crossdressing but my wife knows about my female persona and doesn't mind. I do wear what I call "short dresses" for the reason that I fnction better for some personal needs. I do feel comfortable with my female persona for some reason.

Take care.