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I have a beautiful girlfriend that I love spending time with. But I find myself at times happier to stay home and be Dawn. Perhaps because we work together and she has a very busy family life, that I often look to this reason to let Dawn out to make me feel better!
Dawn x
I have lots of trust issues with men, so I only have two male sometimes friends. And I'm not attracted to many women ( because fat is a strong sexual turn off for me), and knowing that those would probably want to date me and I wouldn't be able to sexually 'perform' with them, I avoid those too, because I tried being friends but those women are looking for mates and refuse to accept or get angry when I tell them I don't find them attractive or just want to be friends. The women who are sexually attractive, well, they aren't attracted to me, and aren't looking for male friends, so that leaves........no one. So I'm not necessarily sheltering myself, but it kind of winds up that way.
I've purposely let friends go. I have one male friend and a few female friends, usually my wife's friends. I don't want to be friends with guys. They won't understand me, and will just cut me off if they find out, so f##k guys. The only socializing I do is with women, and that's fine by me.