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Alpha, no. More a Lambda with an Epsilon of Xi, Pi, Phi, Chi and Psi. Sometimes I wander in the realms of Gamma Delta (yes I am a GDer too). I can be the Sigma of Beta, Zeta, Eta, Theta, and even a Iota of Omega. Mu, Nu, Xi and the fair Omicron and Upsilon can be my muses too, with a pinch of Rho and a hint of Tau.
Being retired now, I don?t think I have to be Alpha to anyone. I probably was one when I was working though.
I never considered myself as an alpha male, I had some jobs that were more of the alpha nature, Auto Mechanic and Auto repair business owner, which meant I had to be in control. I had 13 people working for me. And had to project the alpha male at times. But in all honesty, on the inside, that was all an act. I never really truly felt alpha in my personality
I was never an alpha but never a beta either. I love being a dude, but I also love being an atypical dude. Hetero, monogamous and rocking turquoise toenails right now.
Being a woman allows me not to be an alpha, it is an escape and a relief from the constant pressure.
I expect this post will be deleted, but it's triggered a deep sexual response in me.
I would love to encounter the alpha crossdresser as a sexy sissy! I want to be a totally submissive.
Iv'e got the demi cup bras, the matching garter belts, the sheer stockings and heels to tempt him.
A while back I was working on my friends car and it became like a friends project in my garage at my house. My friends would come over and we would smoke and have a few beers and work on the car. My wife would sit on the bench outside talking to her niebours friends and watch us. One night I was all dolled up and she said to me that my friends would be devastated if they ever seen me dressed. She said they follow me like sheep and don't do anything without my command and she even notices her brothers and brother in laws also are the same. She said even though I was wearing a pink skirt at that moment she told me I was the Alpha male of my friends and family. I never considered myself this but was in less disbelief at that moment the way I was dressed.
We agree I?m a Sigma. Favorite song, My Way.