Started *being* dressed as a child by my sister, as i got older and closer to puberty I enjoyed it. 20 now but I still dont accept myself, Its like world war 1, fighting back and fourth on the same ground.
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Started *being* dressed as a child by my sister, as i got older and closer to puberty I enjoyed it. 20 now but I still dont accept myself, Its like world war 1, fighting back and fourth on the same ground.
Interesting. Does your sister know that you still enjoy dressing? Would you consider telling her?
I do find that being open with someone close and having their acceptance is a big part of finding self acceptance.
I lost the guilt many years ago. That is when I realized this was part of me. Fully embracing the comfort of expressing this side of who I am has come recently. But for professional business issues I could care less what others think. I love myself. And if didn't need to have my small town very conservative clients to ensure my retirement you'd never know what gender I might show up in.
But one thing is sure: I would always wear makeup and paint my nails:battingeyelashes:
I started CD'ing at about the age of eight, I was 56 went I went femme full time, so I guess it took me 48 years.
Arlene Marie McCarthy - Not your average grandma. :)