Want to or have to?

[QUOTE=Honeygirl;
because its such a treat to dress. being male is just so boring in so many ways.



You got that right !!

I think you are wrong about this being curable.. I think it is curable but I rather don't want the cure.. I'm in a back slide of sorts.. there at one point I was on the verge of reaching out and trying to find someone to dress with.. but now I've begun the slinking back into the closet mode.. I haven't been out in anything since early may.. not fully dressed anyway.. I do wear a bra out side and places.. but it really is just a slight buzz of excitement.. nothing like going out fully dressed...

In the strictest sense, I do not have to dress and act as a woman. In other words, I will not die, become disfunctionally depressed, or physically harm myself or others if I could not. If I want to be happier and more fulfilled then I have to dress so I can express and enjoy my femininity through appearance and actions. I want to be more happy and fulfilled so I want to look and act like as a woman. Plus, I really, really like doing it.

I want to and I need to dress. This is me. It is what makes me, me. The fem side is very important and without it I would cease to exist.:)