First reply and wow does this post fit me perfectly?!
Hello all!!!
I am brand new to the forum and thanks to Tamara for helping me with my circuitous path to registration! I'm sure the effort will be worth it!!:)
I am in my early twenties and have been an enthusiastic cross dresser since as early as I can remember. I'll post my whole story where appropriate and try to work on my profile soon too....
As for this post, well I can remember I would slip out of the house around 11 of 12 years old fully, and I mean fully, dressed. Usually I would fake sick to stay home and dress up. We lived in the country surrounded by woods and the nearest house was probably about a quarter mile away. I decided early I that I needed to be outside dressed in girl clothes so I decided I would walk to the mailbox after the postman delivered the mail. I can still remember standing there in a dress and heels looking out the window of the storm door, glancing back and forth to make sure no one was around. As if the woods were full of people waiting to jump out and yell, "Look a boy in girls clothes!" I think we all know that paranoia. My legs were like rubber when I took my first step outside. I was a bright day and I scurried down the drive and stopped behind a tree near the mailbox to see as far up and down the road as I could. Then I made it to the mailbox, grabbed the mail and scampered back up to the house. My heart was practically bursting out of my chest with each beat. After a few minutes when I realized that not only did no one see me but I had been successful in walking outside in my girl clothes (borrowed surreptitiously at that time) I was exhilarated.
From that day forward it became easier and easier to walk outside and I especially enjoyed getting the mail. I can clearly remember how I became so comfortable with it that on clear , sunny days I would bring the mail back to the house and sit on the front steps sorting the items. I always wore Mom's pantyhose and I loved the way they looked in the sunlight. I really loved the feel of a slight spring breeze on my legs.
Beautiful memories.........