I think I know what my issue is

I would like to see you stay, you speak what is on your mind. Another poster said that you came here looking for acceptance from others with similar intertests and found haters instead. The reason is people are the same inside our group or outside. There are a few in here that think they are the greatest and no one will ever live up to them, and there are others who always think people are lying when they speak of their adventures. In or out you will find the same crap, so you might as well stay and keep giving me advice, I for one could use it!

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Originally Posted by Pythos

Ok, I have been reading these and realize I was getting a bit too down on myself.
... LOL.

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The first time I read a post of yours, Pythos, I was shocked... that was a good start.
And then you walloped me over the head for some reason... but I can't remember why.
In any case, it didn't matter one bit and I wasn't offended, so that you know.

Your unassuming character is always apparent in your writing, indeed, moreso than you thought.
I think that you showed a lot of courage in risking the OP and I'm delighted you have had such wonderfully supportive reactions.
Looking forward to your future take-on-life views, Gaby

Pythos,
I think you have every right to be down on yourself , I don't think that very many of us asked for this( cding) and if this is your way in dealing with it, so be it!! After all this is a support site..

In time you will come to terms with yourself ,perhaps gain a little understanding and know that you are not alone . Maybe you will soon find comfort and accept the level in to which you find liveable for your enviorment.. Or you can remain angry at the world and yourself for this unwanted quirk ..( sounds like advise more toward myself ).. Either way you are amoung friends here so whatever you need to do to express yourself, you will find support in here..