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My worthless ex girlfriend called my wife (when she and I had first started dating) and told her that I was gay, wore women's underwear and took pics of myself while wearing it. None of it was true, so her plan of breaking us apart backfired drastically. My wife, hoever was so turned on by the idea that we went and bought some outfits and the rest, as they say, is history. :)
For me, it was in the early 70's (I was around 9 or 10), a neighbor boy, who had an older brother and sister that had moved out, and we found his brothers porn collection. We started acting out the scenes, dressed in his sisters clothes, all hippie style from late 60's to early seventies. That only lsted a couple of years, and would dress on and off until I left home at 18. I would dress in my sisters gym clothes, and my mothers slips, stockings, and all-in-one open bottom shper with garters, which may explain my penchant for vintage lingerie. From the age of 18 until age 33 I never dressed, then I found a pair of matching panties and bra in the laundry room, and I guess they were abandoned, since I saw them for 2 weeks straight. I took them and dressed for about 6 months every night in them. I stopped again for aboyut 8 years, and started again last year. Now have so many bras, panties, slips, shpers etc.. I need another closet and dresser!
I was 6 or 7 when, one day while playing army with some of the guys, saw a girl in my class dress up her brother. They were in the basement of their house, and I was outside the window hiding from the guys. I was immediately fascinated and wished it was me she's was dressing up.
I didn't have any sisters, but saw her in class everyday in a nice dress, which kept reminding me of that day. For some reason, maybe the style, maybe the age, but I didn't even think about my mother's clothes.
One day, when I was around 10, I think, I was cleaning an area of our basement so my dad could build us boys an exercise/weight room. I came across some things my mom had stored, and these were from her youngerr days. One was a nightie and there was also a white peasant blouse and black skirt.
Maybe it was the thought of dressing enfemme many years before that remained in my memory, maybe it was something else, but all I know is I liked the feel of the nightie and put it on. What a rush that was. The next day I tried the blouse and skirt on. Perfect fit and feel.
I took the items from the box and hid them in my room, and the rest, as they say, is history.
Started when my mom let me and my sister wear her mismatched stockings that she was going to throw out. I guess I was around 4 or 5. Then when I was about 11 or 12 I started wearing my sister's pantyhose. That was a sexual thing at the time, but as I got older I around 20 I started wearing heels and quickly progressed to wearing dresses, panties, and the whole echilada. I told my ex about my dressing a few weeks into our marriage and she helped me with my hair (which was shoulder length) and makeup. I'm 48 and have my own wardrobe complete with wigs, makeup, and lots of costume jewelery. I dress as often as I can and love the way it makes me feel and the older I get the less I care who knows.
Billie Jean
The when? as a pre-teen
The where? my mom's lingerie drawers
The what? mostly her long satin nighties
The why? jealousy that my 5 sisters got to wear all the 'nice' stuff;
also, it felt soooo nice ... a sensual feeling par excellance!
My first encounter with "cross dressing" was about 12-13 years old. My sisters were on a gymnastics team, and I was in awe with the girls in leotards. One day I desided to "steal" one of my sisters leotards and put it on. It felt great! I kept doing this, and kept getting caught by my sisters or mother all the time. It lasted a few months before I gave up. I never dressede again and never thought of it at all untill last year.
I was at work and it was hot as hell. I work in a kitchen and was not allowed to wear shorts. So I was always in long pants. I kept seeing the waitresses in thier skirts and wished I was able to wear them.
On day (as a joke) I went into the dinningroom and said to the dainningroom manager (I am the kitchen manager) "If I wear a skirt can I wait on tables" She replied that if I wear a skirt I can do anything I want.
So, a few days later I bought a skirt at a thrift shop and brought it to work. When the staf got there, I went into the bathroom and changed into my skirt I bought. went into the dinningroom and everyone dropped what they were doing.
I said to the dinningroom manager "You said if I wear a skirt, I can wait on tables." She replied "I didn't expect you to do it!" But handed me an apron. Sonn the owner cam in and insisted to take my picture. Soon after that, I went back to the kitchen in my long pants.
But the feeliong of the skirt remined me how good I felt when I tried my sisters leotards on.
It was then I went on an online shopping spree buying leotards, skirts, and "Cheerleader" uniforms.
I've puzzled over this subject quite a bit, and in my individual case, here's what I think.
My dad was an overachiever, very driven, macho, and masculine. My mother was very pretty, petite, and harshly critical of her sons.
I suspect I found it easier to identify with the f than the m in that context. Your mileage may vary.
TracyDeluxe, what a beautiful photo.
I cant ever remember not being involved so I would have to say around 4 years of age or younger. I still remember the first experience...vividly. :cry:
Hugs.
Kimberley
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Originally Posted by susancheerleader
I love this story!!!! Great one Susan.
Always admired the sexy feminine things women wear. Tried my sisters panties when I was around 17, then stole an ex girlfriends panties much later, then met someone who bought me my 1st thigh highs and been adding to my wardrobe ever since!
TracyDeluxe, just to say, you look great !Quote:
Originally Posted by TracyDeluxe
I was around 6 , my sister ans I are a year apart and I found her panties in the bathroom and tried them on. I Just loved it. After that I would look forthem in the dirty hamper (which was in the bathroom) and I woulkd try them on. Laterit progressed into her blouses, bras, skirts etc. My parents cfound me out and took me to a shrink but of course that did not help. I have a feeling my mother knows but won't say anything. My younger sister and older bvrother caught me dressed once but have never said anything. My sister is a shrink so I am always careful as to what I say around her, I wish I could talk to her but I know she won't. but alas I am very happy with who I am.
I started a very, very long time ago. When I was 5 or 6. I lived with my mom most of the time and I was always exposed to a more feminine world. I remember I started experimenting with my moms stuff and then it just grew into what it is today. I'm a full-time crossdresser/transgender.:p
Well when I was about 5 I got into my mothers shoes but then again I also
played with army men so I'm not sure that that counts. At age eleven, while at one of my playmates house. he enticed me to get into his sister's underthings along with him. Well that was the start. I have no idea where he is now but I would be willing to bet he too is a sister.
I would have to say the same as many other girls, I started around 9 or 10 putting on my mom's things. I would wear every thing of hers bra,panties, hose and dresses. I was allways into make-up too, well at least lip stick. I can remember finding those little sample lipsticks and putting it on my lips
Same as girls, started wearing tights when i was about 7, then when feet were the right size for my moms shoes i would wear them 2. But when i was 13 i went to stay with my dad and i would play dress up with my step sister, so she would dress me in her ballet gear, tights, leotard, tutu, Spent many a happy evening playing dress up whilst our parents were out. And now, I dress as much as i can, just can't get enough of it and have no intention of ever stopping :angel:
Hugs,
Angelina xx
I started crossdressing last June at age 56. I put on my SO's dress and was hooked. mediately. I am a panty nut. Can't have enough panties. I have some tops, skirt, and dress. I slept in a night gown when my wife wasn't home. Man, was that great! I'm looking for shoes and a dress. I love my life as a CD.
Gennee:angel:
I wanted to be like mom. seen her in garter and hose, the next day i had her slip on in the basement. fem felt good then i was gone.
I guess I was about 8 or 9. I began by trying on my moms' slips and hose. I soon thereafter began "borrowing" panties from my sister who lived nearby.
just seemed to be drawn to pantyhose and heels since 7 or 8 but finally home alone duringa break from school at age 9. I got a little bored and started trying on mom's hose and heels and dresses even though they were a lot bigger than I was. It was addicting!!
first memories were at playschool dressing up in girls dresses then again at 7at a friends house with his sister and being caught by my mum.
Since then it has just been with me off and on and i have loved it, hated it, needed it,and have at last accepted it as part of me.it has taken time though and a lot of heart ache
i can see how the question why turns into when.i
don't think that any of us really know why we
do it.for myself,i've always had a strong identity with
females.i really believe there are a lot of genetics involved.
hugs,karen.
I think it goes back to the arousal I got looking at bra and panty ads in the newspaper. Around age 7 or 8 I remember sneaking a feel of the real things in the laundry. Around age 12 I began to sneak them on for a quick while when I could. Between 14 and 16 I was secretly acquiring my own bras, panties, and lingerie, and exploring my fem side. By 16 I was dressing up alot when I got home alone time. I'm in my thirties now and since 16 I've developed a fine interest in all sorts of female apparel, and it's led to some wonderful encounters.
it was my sis' romper dress when i was about 10yoQuote:
Originally Posted by Lois82