started dressing in my teens every chance I could get
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started dressing in my teens every chance I could get
I remember trying on my sister's bikini when I ws about 14. I don't remember that much about it. Later I started wearing my G/F clothes when she wasn't around. After I got married, I stayed in the closet until about 40 when I strted to acquire my own wardrobe.
A late bloomer with a twist. I didn't crossdress until age 45 when a girlfriend wanted to dress me for a Halloween party. Everyone was amazed at how natural I was. The way I looked, moved and sat. Up to that day I had worn a mustache. I shaved it for the party and haven't grown it back since.
But reading these forums, I can remember as a young child how much I liked the feel of women's clothes, looking at the styles in magazines and award shows and can even remember trying on some of my mother's clothes once when my parents and brothers were away from the farm for a few hours. I'm not sure how old I was. I must have been between 6 - 9 years old. So even though I didn't really experiment from that point until I was 45 it was like a spotlight shining on my face when I first saw myself with make-up. I knew it was what I had always wanted (or needed) to be.
Not until my early 20's.
OK Are you ready for this? You already saw my picture when I was 3. The only vivid recollections that I have is when I must have been about 12 years old. To say that my mother doted on me would be an understatement. I could probably write a book on the subject. My mother was a very elegant, classy, and talented lady. If you check my threads, you will find one that tells about how she was my role model.Quote:
Originally Posted by Ashleigh
To cut to the chase, she was an excellent seamstress with an exclusive clientele. Many of the clothes she worked on were ball and prom gowns, and occasionally wedding dresses. I don't know why she did not own a "dress form". Anyways, she would use me to model these gowns so she could do hems and other alterations. I still have images in my mind of standing on a small box, sometimes wearing her high heel shoes, and admiring myself in front of a full length mirror. I did protest at times, but not strongly enough. I will never forget the first time that she had me put on this gorgeous satin bridal gown. I had never felt anything so wonderful on my body before. I was hooked on satin from that moment on.
The next thing I remember is going through my mother's bureau drawers looking for her satin slips and nightgowns which I would borrow and wear to bed. I also discovered her glace kid gloves and acquired yet another fetish. When she was gone, I would strut around the house in her slip and kid gloves and fur coat.
This went on and off for several years. It was not until I was 35 years old when a lady friend of mine decided to play fantasy games . Guess what my fantasy was. Well she did help me with make up and purchased clothes and helped turn me into Rita .
It's been on and off for a long time. I am finally comfortable with who I am which is not a bad person, really. The curse has been lifted. Thank God
Rita B
Oh yes Rita dresses whenever she can :hugs:
Grandma's house dress. I was three or four at the time. God I don't remember why. I just know I was ashamed of who I was until coming here.
I guess I started the way every kids starts: wearing some of mom's underwear. I think I was somewhere around 8 or 9 at the time.
The first time I ever put on a skirt was when I was 14.
But as early as 4 or 5, I used to like to play in the coat closet and put my arm's through my mom's coat. I never really thought about why I liked to do that, but in light of later developments it's pretty obvious! The fact that it took me so long to actually try on some of my mom's clothes was probably a lack of opportunity rather than a lack of interest!
who will say from what age start to dress in girl,and in what clothes and what are to do then.
i start when i have 10 years.before i saw to TV many shows and movies etc,and i think i like the girls who have pantyhose and strong make up.in one day i was alone home,i go in my parents bedroom and i look in my moms clothes.in that moment i feel a good sensation,and i begin to put a pair of white panties,a nice flower blouse,but when i try a pair of superb white pantyhose i feel something unbelive.i continue with a red shoe with heels and to finished i go in front of mirror and when i saw what i saw was amazing.a beauty little girl or lady .is not complete without a few make up,and i put red lipstick,make blue eye few mascara,and i am a real young girl.was incredible.i wish that day be without end.i am so upset beacause i have not pics when i was child or teen dress as girls.is somebody who have pics when was child or preteen CD?.If have somebody pics with child young CD
please put
I borrowed my mother's panties or girdles for erotic reasons beginning at 12 or 13. Nothing more. When married in my 20's, same with wife's panties, on occasion. Not until my 40's did things begin to escalate, adding more nylon items (slip, camisole, pantyhose), then a skirt and synthetic slinky blouse, then a bra under it. Finally, one evening alone, I donned a crumby wig belonging to my kids, dressed fully with bra stuffed with socks, and tried some makeup. I was utterly amazed at my feelings and desire to do it again when I finally added lipstick! Transformation! Not beautiful, but acceptable. I went out that night for the first time, wearing my own sneakers, but otherwise, fully dressed, and window-shopped. Took me a while after that to realize that I had gradually become a crossdresser (I had regarded the panty wearing as more of a sexual fetish), at which point I looked on the internet. Mid-forties by then. So, when did I start? Not sure as it is probably a matter of definitions.
I started at about the age of 7 when my mother brought a dress home for one of her friends daughters. I felt the material and it felt so devine I slipped back into the room and tried it on. It was a satin party dress which was so so different from all of my clothes I loved it and tried it on about 3 times before she took it to her friends.
After that I dressed again at the age of about c. 12 with her clothes, my nieghbours daughters about 17 when feeding thier cat. My gf's, wifes and the bought my own now my wife knows and supports me ;-) lucky me hehehe
I started actively when i was about 11, but trying to remember back, I'd think emotionally it was a bit before that. I can remember images, mostly from television that may have triggered my natural response. We all remember the old Warner Brothers toons where Bugs Bunny is in drag to outsmart his adversary.... My specific memory, among the many, is of one sequence where Elmer Fudd, in a dream sequence, is dressed up en femme with wig, dress, heels and makeup, by Bugs and gets chased by some horny wolves... and I can remember my child's mind's eye saying "Wow, if he can look that pretty, I want to look that pretty."
I took photos some years later as a teen, processed the negs at home and have the securely stashed... been years since I had them out.... probably forgot where I even have them stored!... Silly me....
I aways felt closer to my sisters and one beautiful cousin. My first dressing was in grandma's house dress at age four. I think ???????:D
My earliest recollection is putting on my mother's housedress when i was about 12. I remember looking in the mirror and liking the way I looked and felt. I remember reading a Superman comic book many times in which Jimmy Olsen gets dressed up as a female.
Yours Terri
My first time fully dressed would have likely been when I was about 11 or so, in my step mother's clothes, while everyone else was at church (another good reason to eschew organized religion! :) ). I know I first tried on a bra when I was about 8. One of my earliest memories was when I was 2 or 3, atching my mom put on makeup and wanting her to put some on me too. I had a recurring dream when I was very young (maybe 4 to 6 or so) about a magic pair of earrings that woul turn me into a woman.
Desi
I think back to all those years ago when I started down my CDing road. I was, at first, strictly a lingerie gurl. I would wear panties, pantyhose, slips, bras, etc..etc.. if it was female, undergarment, I would wear it.
The first time I was fully dressed up, I recall was with my second wife whom knew I wore lingerie from the start of our relationship, so I guess she was attempting to "scare" it out of me by making me completely over. (I'll post more on that later in another post). That of course backfired and I have dressed completely ever since.
Kandis:love:
4-6 years old is the range in most cases. There often is no data on the childhood of many people that realized in later life, to see if there was anything present in early childhood.
I started with Nylons at the age of three and never stopped wearing them and progressed to makeup dresses etc. etc.
:drink:Well its hard to say but I figure 9 or 10, I'm the 10th of twelve kids I had 11 sisters so I've always wore night gowns and slips to bed got to wear a prom dress or two or three so they could be hemmed and so on and I shared my little nylon gown fetish with two of my sisters and much to my suprise they did'nt freak out on me so I had an unlimited supply of night gowns full or half slips skirts. My younger sister even buoght me 4 or 5 long nylon night gowns and let me keep them in there room. I still can't figure out why nylon does what it does to me, but I LOVE IT!!! Patricia Danielle..:drink: I have coffee life is good!
I rememeber it was at age 9 after my dad had passed away I started to sneak into my mom's drawers and wear her pantyhose. I loved pantyhose so much. After my dad passed away I was mostly raised by women. My grandma always let me wear her pantyhose when I went over to her house for the summer she never seemed to care. So that was my first love of being dressed as a girl pantyhose.
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This line makes me a bit nervous.:eek:
12, tried on my moms panty hose, been hooked ever since.
Hugs.
SandyR
I was five or six when I first put on my sister's night gown one Sunday morning, in front of my two younger brothers when my parents weren't around. It remember a few things about it, mainly that I wanted to do it, but was embarrassed to do it. I remember standing on a chair and dancing or something, and my little brothers were laughing at me, and I was scared as hell that one of my parents would walk in.
But at the same time I felt...different. Good. Like this was the way I should feel. Good enough that I wanted to do it again. :happy:
I think I was about six or so. I went into my moms room and tried on a pair of her panties. I don't even know why I did it other than having the urge to. Shortly after that I got busted trying to shave my legs becasue I cut myself and my parents were a little worried. I still snuck around and tried on her pantyhose and lingerie though and got busted a few more times. I remember once in middle school showing my best friend at the time that I knew how to put on a bra, this thouroughly freaked him out, so I didn't do that anymore. I was trying on whole outfits and makeup by then, got caught once in high school and my parents tried to talk me into going to a psychiatrist so I stopped for a while. At first I thought it was a sexual fetish but as it turns out it was much more. I just started going out in public fully dressed recently though.
..... dressing after I was married - it gave me access to full wardrobes
I first put on panties ( sister's ) around 5 or 6. Dressed in other articles after I was married and had access to more clothes. Have yet to dress with others, though. ( HINT HINT )
when i was 7, when i tried on my sisters school uniform, as i wanted to know what it felt like to be a girl, although if you read my post in the earliest influence thread, you'll find out something else
Around age 8 or 9
Hard for me to say when it started exactly. Putting on my mothers suspender girdle, stockings and heels at 3 or 4yrs is closer to dressing up rather than consciously CDing. Otherwise I tried on my mothers pantyhose at high school at about 14yrs. This may have been the start but who knows. When my wife discovered the CD me, she asked when it started and I said much the same thing. I wasn’t really sure when it started 3? 4? & when I was dressed as a girl for a fancy dress party by mum? 14? or when I purposely went out and bought my first lingerie?
Tried on my first pair of panties when I was about three years of age.My first bra was at about seventeen.There was no stopping me after that!!
i was 11, started with my moms hose, panties,bra's and heels. hooked ever sense
Started at about age 3 or 4. Let's say I wanted to (and knew I wanted to, and that I was a CDer) from my very earliest of memories. The first time was when a neighborhood gg playmate and I exchanged clothes. I put on her denim skirt and she put on my pants, then we played house or something.
I guess I was somewhere between 10 and 12. Then there was some sexual reasoning behind it. Now I just do it because I like it.
I started when I was 11, I put on my moms nylons(no such thing as pantyhose back then) and a garter belt. Felt wonderful!!!! Bra and panties next, lacy slip and heels. My mom came home early from work one day and I was "caught" we had a long talk and she helped me from then on. She NEVER told anyone and took that secret to her grave.
:love: Mollyanne
i started wearing moms heels and dresses at about 3 or4 and have not stopped yet love dressing efem:D:happy::cheer::cute:
Well, I do not know about dressing as a girl, but my earlist recollections of 'wanting to dress as a girl' was about 8-9 years old. Does that count:D
Sarah R. :bunny:
i started because i had no clean underware for school. 1st grade. i remember my mom FORCING me to ware my sisters tights to school after i had them on and nobody was in the room i remember thinking "hay these fell good" after that i was hooked. i had my own stash spot in the basement, ware i hid the slips and pantys that i took from my sister. :2c:
i began wearing my moms pantyhose at age 3, i cant remember that far back , but she told me about it. she had taken me to buy new shoes, and when she removed my old pair she was suprised to see i had her stockings on under my clothes. and as long as i can remember i have loved the feeling of silky lingerie, and hose,and i progressed to wearing leotards/tights for a few years, like all the girls on the aerobic exercise shows, then in my teens began to expirement with moms make-up,dresses etc,so it has been a lifetime of dressing for me, which i will never sop
I guess the first time I wore a dress was around 6 or so. My cousin (GG) and I used to play with dolls together and she gave me one of her dresses to wear one day, because, to quote her as well as I can remember, "you can't be the dollies mommy unless you are a girl". Even at that age, I liked the feel of wearing a dress better than boy clothes.
At age 7,after my mom punished me for being bad by making me wear some ruffled pink panties because i had soiled my briefs.From then on i would sneak into my moms room and out on her panties,bra ,girdle and nylon stockings.
Later as a teen i would wear a bra and panty under a house coat as i helped mom clean our hose.
When i told her i was going to get married she said if i did i probably could never wear my ladylike things.That is not true as my wife knows i am a transvestite and mtf cd.
I started around 10 or 11 by borrowing my mother's clothes.
My beginning was one Halloween when my friend Jonny urged and talked me into dressing in his sister's cheerleading outfit. His sister "borrowed" a wig from the scools drama dept. and did my makeup. I felt soooo sexy, and have been dressing ever since. willow. PS I also became Jonny's "girlfriend" that night and for the rest of the way thru H.S.
I remember trying on my mom's bra and slip when I was very young (probably 7 or 8). I was always fascinated with women's clothes. I don't remember ever doing it again until I was 45 when a girlfriend wanted me to go dressed on Halloween. Seeing myself in the mirror brought back the early memories and I realized this has always been a part of me. Now I spend about half of my time at home dressed enfemme.
i was 13 when i first started cding, was looking through some drawers found my mums old clothes, assorted lingerie, bikinis, dresses etc, so i was trying on all the bras panties and tights, i remember how much i loved the feeling of the lacey fabric. i then found an old leotard, that really got me hooked, and when i found a bridesmaid dress and wedding dress there was no way out lol.
xxx keira xxx
At about 3 or 4 I remember seeing my mom's brown suede heels w/ rhinestones in the closet and thinking they were much prettier than my dad's shoes. I really think that was the turning point toward CD as for as long as I can remember, I've had a fascination for women's clothing and jewelry. I do remember getting caught at about 5 with my mom's earrings and a necklace on (couldn't get the necklace off fast enough). Didn't get into any trouble, but felt embarrassed. Have been crazy about earrings and high heels all my life. Later in life my dad told me he caught me putting on my mom's lipstick at about 3. He was a very kind man and never made a big deal out of stuff like this. Still love lipstick too!
I first tried on my mother's panties and a few other things at about 13. I wore her things on and off when I was home alone through my teens. I first bought some of my own things in college, and gave my then sweetie lingerie, always trying it on first, of course. Through my 20's and 30's I kept mostly lingerie around and only wore it behind closed doors as an added thrill when I...um...er...gratified myself.:winking:
At about 35 or so I discovered through the internet just how many CD's there are in the world and quickly developed an interest in more than lingerie. I began to dress completely, wear make-up and shoes and adopted my femme name. I discovered a feminine side of myself that has grown rapidly since. I know myself better and more completely than ever and have never been happier. My only regret is not figuring this out when I was younger.
~Julia
From the time I tried on mom's panties n hose...no sisters..but only seriously without the purge for about 2 years
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Originally Posted by AndiGirl
I repressed 35 years. I am 42, just got found out by my wife as I was preparing to show her me dressed. She is very supportive as yours was, I hope that since we went into this after a lot of reading, that she understands what this means and that it may well not be some passing fancy, she says she does. She is so supportive and I feel so lucky.
I was so sad to read how you lost that support.
To picture you, having worked and earned to support a family, having put this aside for the greater good, now in your autumn it seemed that you deserve so much more than a few baubles to play with in a lonely room.
I do understand the secrecy, I understand (if it applies to you) any feelings of not being entitled. My wish for you would be to be able to rekindle what you had with your wife. I know that is unthinkable to you, and I hope you are not right that it is. If you cannot, I hope that you can be gentle and loving with yourself and your soft sweet side and indulge yourself in small ways that are satisfying to you.
with tears,
Barbara
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Originally Posted by KarenNY
This one made my heart swell with joy at the love showed to Karen. That her beauty and sensitivity was treasured and protected. Your mother was everything a mother should be. I feel so very blessed that the GG I married is just such a woman, not just to me as she recently found out. (I think I always knew she would be supportive, I just wasn't ready to accept me) but with how she is with our youngest boys beautiful sensitive nature, his joy at clomping around in Mom's heels. His eye for design. repression is so very ugly, acceptance is God's Love.
For myself, I can remember dressing in my mothers things when I was 8 or 9.
I didn't really start dressing fully until my early 30's though. Also the thought of dressing for a full day let alone part of a day or evening was just scary.
These days though i find it relaxing/liberating to get fully dressed and do so on a regular basis.
Hugs: Brenda