The only thing I have wanted to do is spend 1-2 weeks dressed without any male clothes.
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The only thing I have wanted to do is spend 1-2 weeks dressed without any male clothes.
A year ago I would have said that I was happy just being a CD. Now I am not so sure. Lately I have been wondering what it would be like to go on hormones, get breast implants, live full time as a woman etc. I don't think I would ever go full SRS though. So what stops me, like most others, family especially my wife, everyone else would just have to deal with it. I won't be in a place to make any kind of decision for another 5 years anyway.
Another thing that stops me. For years my wife has wanted to get breast implants, and she would kick my butt if I got them before she did :D
When I was younger I considered fully transitioning when I got older but those kind of thoughts didn't last very long. I'm happy being a male with the freedom to dress up whenever I get the urge. Anything permanent would probably create more problems than good in the long run, at least for me.
I would love to transition fully but it is mostly a matter of money. First off just seeing the Psychologist/Psychiatrist is outrageous. Then I would have to quit my job for the RLT something about the line of work that I am in. Then the cost of surgery. I dream of winning the lotto and then going forward with it. I am totally in love with the idea of being a woman. Parts of it do scare me though I will admit that. I know that being a woman and being accepted are much harder than being a man. But to me it is all worth it. Maybe someday but I am sure I will be to old to really enjoy it.
I just like being me.
Dressed or not, feeling like I want to feel, when I want to.
I don't want to transition. But, if you want to, more power to you.