Why??

Girls do have all the fun stuff anyway, so what the hell....

Jamie

Because it turns out - it's who I am and what I was supposed to be wearing all along.

PaulaQ,
You have expressed my feeling darlin.

I am with you....Awful if friends/brother found out. The up side for me is also contentment..... the amazing, happy, feel great, way in which being dressed as Alice (therefore actually BEING Alice) .....hard to put into words, I love this side of me. Not sure if I would have wanted to be born as a girl, tough thought. I also agree with you "I am screwed" I am totally hooked and addicted by being Alice, I like me the most when I am Alice. Yet I do have this male roll in life that I HAVE to deal with. Warm Thoughts to you. Alice

I remember having an interest in the opposite sex's clothing since I was 5/6. Since it was such an early age, I have no clear memories of my life before crossdressing. Now I too am really interested to know what I was thinking at the time! xx

Why? When? Hmm, well, I guess it started with me playing with a couple of girls in my neighborhood when I was maybe 6 or 7. They wanted to play dress up, and so I put on a dress and we three played house. It was fun, and as I grew older I remembered that fun. I started with my mothers clothes and some other stuff I found in storage when I was older, maybe jr high. My parents moved around a lot and I was always the new guy and the target of the school bully. My retreat was to hide in a dress when I got home.

I have such memories of the first time because my mother was involved...she was a seamstress and quite good...she actually made wedding dresses and the like to order...but she never had a little girl to make clothes for or dress up...so, it turned out she had some nieces and she loved to sew for them but use me as a "model" so that she could make sure things were right...well I loved putting on dresses, the frillier the better! And later, as I hit 12 and 13 my mother would not have known that I started wearing her panties, slips, girdles and bras to recreate the feeling...goodness knows why - it just felt sooo good, and it still does....