Originally Posted by
simoneisatg
I truly don't know what to do with this Sherry. Selfishly playing this out leads me down an irreversible path. I'm not sure I'll ever be able to do that, despite my intense regret at hiding myself for all these years.
With my hand on my heart I'd like to go further. I want to pierce my ears, shave my legs / arms / body; get my nails done; pluck my eyebrows; sport a pixie cut; and go out fully dressed and made up.
I'm not sure I ever will though, and it's truly torture. I don't know how I can stay sane.