Feeling thoughtful and looking towards the rest of 2019
Hi there
After my brush with death earlier this year I have been left wondering how to change a lot of aspects about my life.
One of reasons I come here is because talking to all of you really helps. After dragging my poor wife into the closet in 2014. We’ve had an up and down relationship on the subject.
My wife was recently away for three days and spent each evening dressed after the little ones were in bed. It left me feeling that I wanted more out of this. The only place in Ottawa I could feasibly attend dressed is a Gender Mosaic meeting but for some reason this scares me half to death. My wife has no interest in attending and the whole going alone for some reason freaks me out I think.
I do have a former work colleague who is transgender who I respect and admire for the crap she has to put up with daily she has thicker skin than me. I’ve thought of telling her but never been able to approach the subject out of fear of rejection.
Feeling thoughtful and a little alone
Rebekah
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