Originally Posted by
CD Rachel
So I survived the first 24 hours. It felt like a year. My daughter came to spend a few hours with me and held my hand while i cried. I think that i must be made of tears because it is all i can do right now. I have no idea what i am going to do, we have been together since i was 18 and now at 53 I know of nothing else. The loneliness is hard but now having no hope of getting back together has left me feeling shattered.
Thank you everyone for your support. It means a great deal to me to be able to come here and know that someone was thinking of me and if even for a moment cared about me.
Rachel