Sorta funny!

I was finally out today as Lana Mae! It just felt so right, more so than before(not sure why!) Just doing routine things! I was "ma'amed" so much I lost count and just accept it as normal anymore! Next year-name change! If I have to take out a loan! I am Lana Mae! I have been beating this around for a long time! I keep coming back to the name change! Yes, I have talked about it with my counselor! The funny part is me beating it to death! It is hard as I have been "male" for 65 years and realized I was "Female" for 3+years! I never hated Harry!!! Unlike many here who hate their "male" selves! I must let Harry rest as Lana Mae has rested up to now! I could be Non-binary and let both reign in my life, but-no!!! I am a "Trans-girl" and that is all there is to it! It just keeps swirling around in my head! Once I think I have come to a firm decision, something comes along and kicks it out! I think when I do the name change, things will start straightening out!
OK I ran my mouth enough! Comments if you like!
Hugs Lana Mae

We are so good about brewing up our own tempests in teacups that when we finally gain a little perspective the "jokes" we play on ourselves do look sorta funny. But honestly, this journey would be so much more difficult without a sense of humor.

Kim: I still have to be Harry at work until I can change my name on my license! Otherwise, I am slowly fading him out and Lana Mae in! Two out of three days off as Lana Mae! It keeps getting better!
Sarah: Yes, a sense of humor is almost a necessity! So may stormy seas! LOL
Thanks ladies for your responses!
Hugs Lana Mae