Originally Posted by
patddfan
I have spent the last 129 days without her (because she currently lives 475 miles away), and still have at least 32 more days to go. she's 49 years of age, and indonesian. I have spent some time thinking about my life, and my future since then. it had been tearing me apart for a while, so I turned to the group!
some of the reasons I'm committed to this woman are: she treats me like a king (money, trips, gifts, acceptance and loyalty), she's my first intimate lover (she stole my heart), and I'm afraid that nobody else will ever come close to her devotion.
I sometimes wish that I had met a younger woman who was almost exactly like her (accepts cross dressing)! oh well, the saga continues!