Anticipating a dressing day.....
Today is my one day a month where my SO agrees to leave me at home for a day of En Femme.
I am so grateful for the support and act of love, and, I am so sad that she feels unable to stay....
Words that tumbled out as I wrote this morning waiting for her to depart:
Calling into the stars
Way far into the cosmos
Looking for affirmation
Seeking consolation
Today, I claim,
I get to BE
The me I know I have wanted to see
The Me that hides inside
That goes on the ride
From the inside looking out -
Who carries the doubt
That she can be seen, be loved
Beloved
Be Loved
Be
Outsides and insides matching
That's the phrase that always
Catching the recovering folks
Wearing their loose fitting cloaks
Insides matching outsides
Just for today, while the wife is away
Calling to the stars
Begging the cosmos for
Affirmation .....
I am loved as I am
Beloved
Be Loved
Be Seen
Be Me
Be
Time to shave and dress and apply make-up the best I can. Then chores and perhaps a drive or an outing....
Thanks for reading and any feedback. I am grateful for this community....
Peace
Stevie
