Another broken relationship
Good news - I may be crossdressing a whole lot more. Bad News - I have to let go of my GG because she can't stop seeing another man. I know she never approved of my crossdressing. I think she always sensed something but I don't think she ever knew FOR SURE (maybe she did, since I met her about a month and a half after I did a full body shave). Well, I have kept my crossdressing under wraps for the most part of our relationship. I only dressed a couple times since we met. Tonight though, she didn't come home. At this moment, she is with another man.
So if this sounds like Jerry Springer? Maybe it does. All I know is that I am a Crossdresser, I loved her, and I am still a human being.
My counselor told me that crossdressing might be a coping mechanism. Maybe. Maybe not.
If this is true, I am going to be "coping" a lot, because I loved her. A long hard road ahead.
Real problem is, I may be transgender. I have been getting lost in thought of HRT for a couple years now. Maybe now I do it.