Back in my early days of experimentation, as soon as I put on that first item (generally a pair of panties) it was sexual. And as I expanded my collection, sometime it was difficult to get everything on before well - you know. So I guess I was a transvestite fetishist by today's narrow slicing and dicing of particular human behavior. Nowadays, I will admit that there is still a sexual component to my dressing but in addition, there is just the delightful feeling of wearing. i can easily wear a bra, panties, perhaps a camisole and pantyhose under my guy clothes all day, feel good and not get excited at all. So now, perhaps I am just a crossdresser?