Shame after CDing...any input would be great
I have been Cding since childhood...long before I had a name for it. Like so many, it started with mom's panties, those soft beautiful secrets...and have continued to grow and expand to full dressing in my adulthood.
One thing hasn't changed though. The unbelievable desire to dress, the thrills and highs, followed by a terrible feeling of guilt and shame over dressing (usually immediately after orgasm). I get this feeling of, "you are a sick person. What is wrong with you. Why can't you be a man??" etc.
Anyone ever concur this?
I have the goal of sleeping en femme but invariably I touch myself and then peel everything off and feel sick and frightened. I want so badly to embrace this and feel good about it.
Be yourself...God loves you nomatter what
I was in the same perdicament as you I always thought afterwards is something wrong with me? But honestly the answer is no. Nothing is wrong with any of us here we all just have a very special gift from God that he only chose a very select number of us to hold this special gift and we are all part of it and a very unique, beautiful,fun to be around, honest,loving ect.. ect... people in our own special way. This is just the path of life that God has chosen for us to follow.
Take care and good luck in whatever you may do in life.
~Kimmy-Love20~:hugs: