every single one of us is different..
but we all share love of women's clothes or men's clothes...
sexual orientation is a separate subject then love of crossdressing, even though there are connections and interweavings of psychology....
look into yourself and see if you are attracted to men of Any form,shape,dress,look,mannerisms,with or without their born "bits", etc....if you are...then you are gay or bi courious...simple as that...whether you act on your attraction is then another matter, as we all have fantasies we don't act out and that goes to the imagination....
i also think there is a distinction between experimenting and repetitive acts...trying something *i always considered myself a "try-sexual"* to see if you like it is one thing...craving and acting out the sexual situation multiple times is another....
sometimes talking to another helps one think themselves out...might try that..
just my humble opinion...not worth much!:hugs: