I have just become accepting of my desires
Hi everyone,
This is my first post. Im looking for advice on how to take my CDing forward and into my next relationship.
From a very early age I new I had a desire to wear ladies underwear. Over the years and several girlfriends I would sneak five minutes in there worn garments to satisfy my cravings. I have recently divorced my wife of 12 yeras with whom I had something of an experimental sexual relationship with. It was during this time we discovered A sex and the pleasures both of us got from it. At no point did I ever share my desires to cd with her but I would buy her plastic underwear, sheer garments and piles of panties. All of which i couldn't wait to get into when she was out of the house.
During the last 2 years stress levels at work have driven a need with in me for more and more sexual experimentation. This has included dressing in sexy night attire including stockings and heals. I felt totally amazing and vowed to work on my look and invest time in really looking like a woman. This has developed my fantasy to have full blown lesbian style sex with another woman. . Having a woman make love to me felt so right. Again it was totally liberating
The question behind all of this is where do I start in finding my next partner? I need this to be part of my life all be it behind closed doors. Should I look for a bi-sexual girl. I have read this site briefly and there are a confusing array of acronyms & descriptions for different genders. I have no desire to be bi myself. I absolutely adore women . I would be OK with a masculine woman but would she be ok with me.
Any help for 'the new guy' would be greatly appreciated.