I have a BAD feeling about this! Boobs aside!
Kayla, not that I'm an expert at discussing CDing with an SO, because I'm not.
But, as a formerly married, now divorced man, I DO know something about communication problems!
Not talking about something may or may NOT be considered lying. Depending what and when, she finds out.
Talking around a subject, or downplaying your real intentions, WILL be considered lying by most SO's! Whether u think they're your " best friend, good buddy", or not.
Please be very careful, my friend! It sounds like you're walking on eggs!:sad: