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1. B. It is an expression of the feminine side of my dual-natured personality.
2. C. It is just relaxing and helps me to reduce stress.
3. A. I would have started seriously...

Thanks all for your input...I certainly don't feel alone in my feelings now! I knew you'd all help me out :)

You know I never thought of it like that. Maybe that is my problem. I don't know. Maybe subconsciously I am thinking that. Something for sure for me to think about. Maybe knowing someone who is gay...

It has hardly ever been sexual to me except when I was a teen and doing "teen" boy things. As I'm nearing 40, I think it is more the need to feel feminine. My need is less about being hot in a little...

Started a new job this week and one of the guys is openly gay. He is talking about his boyfriend etc all the time. I on the other hand have been underdressing and keep finding myself pulling my shirt...

Ya, stop purging...you're just throwing money and some cute outfits out the window!

I'm seeing if there are any Hispanic cd's that would like to be friends. Not being prejudice but I need to talk with others who have my skin color to share make-up tips and all that kind of stuff....

Interesting question. I didn't hear from anyone similar to me in size. I'm 5'8" and 260 lbs. I wear a size 20 sleeveless dress (muscular arms), size 16/18 skirt, but 2x blouses. I have been wearing...

Well we are going to go to a counselor to act as a mediator on helping us decide what to do in our marriage. We are going Tuesday...should be interesting. For the time being though, it seems as...

Not sure if this is the perfect place to post this.

My wife of 17 years and I are separating. It's not because of my cding. Long and short of it is a communication issue that left me looking like...

I've done that too sometimes. Just this week. I went to Wal-mart and had to return an item 2 times because I got the wrong size...normally I wouldn't say anything, but because I had to come back so...

For me it's just a bra and panties. Even if I wear it under my boy t-shirt and shorts. Still feels sexy!

Has to be a wonderful feeling. You must've been giddy after that!

I'm so bummed I found the perfect summer dress. It was a beautiful print with spaghetti straps, zipped up the back and nicely above the knees. But wouldn't you know it that if I was maybe 5-10 pounds...

Thank you all for your advice...I knew I could count on you. It's just very frustrating. You see others on this forum that have made the choice and their SO was totally ok with it and mine is not. If...

I'm sure there have been other posts similar, but this is about me...dangit!

I just need to vent. I don't know what to do. I have this deep longing to be en femme or quite possibly even more. If...

I'd let her do your make up while you are in guy mode. Then when done she'll see how beautiful you are and you can comment on how you never thought you'd look so good in makeup and ask her what she...

Hiding it makes me feel ashamed of it. That is what I hate the most. I think if given the time, approval from my SO, and my kids that I could make a very beautiful woman and still lead a normal life...

KayleeDahl...that is I think going to be my motivation. That is to make Monica look more beautiful. It's just so flippin hot and muggy out there...guess I should use that gym membership I have :)

You know before I came out to my wife we had similar conversations. I've had my left ear pierced for years and I told her I wanted my right one pierced. She was ok with it and pierced it for me but...

I tried to stop when I told my wife and she flipped out. Two months later the urge is back and I can't resist it. With me I just want to wear the clothes as it completes me. It is easy to say do what...

Mine is definately Reese Witherspoon. Although I'm hispanic so not sure that would work...but she is just stunning!

Thank you all so much for your encouragement. I went out and bought a push up bra and a nightgown. I'll be sleeping well tonight...good thing my wife isn't home. She doesn't much care for me cding.

Thanks Michelle...now I don't feel soooo alone!

I've been through some tough mental times here in the last year and have gained a good 20 lbs and I was overweight already. I'm just wondering if any of you stop cding when you have gained weight...I...