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Thank you for the well wishes everyone - I'm so excited to get it under way.

I went the route of going to a therapist first before my MD. For myself, I've known all my life I wasn't playing...

Hey all,

I haven't been around for a while - been working through things in my head. I'm happy to say though that I'm finally coming out the other side. I've been working with a gender...

What a confidence booster! Sure it may have been awkward, but afterward you can see that life does go on and the fear you feel of being 'caught' is unwarranted. Happy for you; hope you take it to...

That's great Eryn! It had to be so uplifting! I'm just starting to take my female self out regularly - I can only hope for the same results.

Nicole

After reading this post I had to ask my wife what she thought. She told me that she's more comfortable thinking of me as Nicole - using pronouns of her and she - when I'm fully dressed. When I'm...

Hi Camille!

Isn't working from home great! I've been a telecommuter working from my home office for over 4 years now. I love being able to log in to work after waking up while still in my...

Hi LisaSue;

Go right ahead. I'd welcome the conversation on this topic.

Nicole

LOL I really like that. Those could be words to live by.

Thanks for all the responses everyone. I'm certain my wife is not the root of my anxiety, but rather more of being a product of the...

Thanks for the feedback everyone... Yeah I do somewhat feel like standing at the edge contemplating leaping. As far as my relationship with wife - we have 20+ years invested. We've hit spots...

As stated in my original post "My wife knows of Nicole's desires and encourages Nicole to have a special friend knowing she doesn't have the right parts to satisfy Nicole."

She's so supportive,...

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I've had a long time desire when dressing to explore a relationship as Nicole. Someone that I can 'date' to be able to snuggle up to on the couch while watching a movie. To be held and...

Hi Aria,

For myself, Nicole is a separate person than Tim - as if they are two distinctly different people. I've thought long and hard about this when I first started to explore the female side...

With 2013 I've decided I'm going to start living how I choose; also one of my resolutions is to lose some weight and get in better shape. I started blogging to keep track of my progress and to hold...

I don't like taking my truck when enfemme (Dodge Ram 1500 quad cab long bed - way too much of a guy's truck). Not to mention, something about stepping out of my truck crossdressed as Nicole with a...

Howdy;

With the start of 2013 I've made several resolutions (as many of you have) to work towards better health, lose weight (and dropping dress sizes), and to become more comfortable with myself....

That's funny and I can totally relate. Having just moved ourselves, we were paid a visit from my in laws. Similarly, during the tour of our new home they saw the huge walk-in closet off our master...

In the words of Ahnold, "I'll be bach"

No worries, I don't think of it as a personal question. To answer, yes. I've been with my wife for 20 years. The first 15 I kept Nicole a deeply hidden secret. I had grown to toxic level hatred...

Hi Delila;

Although I'm no longer in the closet, back when I was in the closet I think it was extreme phobia of being ridiculed.

For myself, I grew up with epilepsy and seizures. The teasing...

Most of the day yesterday, and some of the day today my wife & I had a great time store hopping - shopping, shopping shopping.

Yesterday was definitely her day, came home with lots of cute...

Jennifer;

I love it when I read stuff like this. Indeed, you hit the jackpot with your wife.

Nicole

I regularly have my nails on both my hands and feet painted - even while in male drab. While in girl mode, I'll have my nails painted something girlie (ie. pink, red, etc). In guy mode, I'll still...

Hello all;

Happy Valentines Day!

Since my wife and I can often lead very busy lives with work and all during the week; we opted to do our Valentines Day over the weekend while off work.

I...

Hello all,

Today my daughter shared a theory she said she keeps on her Ipod. The theory reads:

It has been said that when you're about to die, you see the "light" at the end of the tunnel.
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I miserably failed at acheiving my 2011 resolutions for various reasons - corporate restructures & layoffs (I made it through and dodged the layoffs); jury duty that lasted 12 weeks; and then getting...