Funny, what timing.
I had a dream last night and the scars on my legs were the focus. In that dream, I was wearing a short skirt (shorter than I'd ever wear as all the skirts I have reach my...
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Funny, what timing.
I had a dream last night and the scars on my legs were the focus. In that dream, I was wearing a short skirt (shorter than I'd ever wear as all the skirts I have reach my...
I was five when I told my best friend that I wanted to be a girl and wear girl clothes. That didn't go well....was no longer my friend and tormented me the rest of grade school.
I never told...
For the longest time, I felt very alone, like I was the only one. I kind of knew that were crossdressers/transsexuals out there, but I had no idea how I would have ever met any of them, much less...
I'd take it in a heartbeat!
Very interesting thread!
I too am very shy. I wouldn't talk at all around the boys when younger because it was safer to not draw attention to myself. That feeling of not wanting attention is...
If I knew at 20 what I know now, I would've transitioned. I may still. I don't believe I would be post op now but would live as a woman otherwise.
It wouldn't be that big of a mental change for me...
I told my wife about this forum soon after I discovered it. She did follow it for (maybe) a month but lost interest and doesn't bother anymore.
She is actually very supportive in that she wants...
Today was the first time that I looked in the mirror and actually kind of liked what I saw. Still not quite to the point of my minds eye but the closest its ever been.
Does that mean I'm finally...
About three months ago my wife informed me that she had joined Match.com and urged me to do the same (we seperated in Dec and no I did not join Match.com). She said to me to look at this as a...
I've been in therapy for about 1.5 yrs. What I like about it is I don't feel like she can, or would, hurt me emotionally, that I won't be judged, or crititized (sp) for how I feel. We end up...
These statements sum pretty well how I picture myself. I know I feel pretty normal and like how I think I look, but when I look in a mirror, I can see the male body (may be being too self critical,...
I think this is what I've been feeling what I want. I just hadn't seen it in words, but it is pretty much exactly what I would like to do. I don't think I could ever pass because of my shoulders,...
We've all read the threads about taking baby steps, so I finally went and took some steps.
My wife and I seperated about two months ago and it was my turn at the apartment while the other is at...
I turned 55 last October.
It has been a trying year for me. Many good things have happened and I'm looking forward to the year ahead.
My wife and I have seperated, but we still get along with each other and the idea of...
I have two kids living at home right now, 16 & 11, and my wife works out of town anywhere from 6 weeks to 10 weeks at a time (she leaves in Feb and will be gone until mid Apr). When I'm doing the...
IMO Renee W's reply is an excellent idea.
To have your SO help pick out the outfit, shop and such would help her feel more involved with you and it sounds like that's what she wants to be.
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I'm so happy for you for the response you received from your family. That has to be a huge weight off your shoulders. I have considered telling my brothers and sisters, but I don't really want to. ...
Great experience!
I want to go out too and to do it soon. You have given me hope that the fear can be conquered and that it's not as overwhelming as I tend to think it is.
Thanks all for your replies, you mean a lot to me.
Sometimes I don't remember that I did tell her (or that anyone knows), but then I realize I had told her and I feel a calmness and the future...
I'll try to not make it too long.
A friend/coworker that I've known for about ten years, called me at work today and asked if I wanted to have lunch. I gave her an estimate of about when I would...
Hull Tech CPO 77-87 USN, 87-01 USNR.
Nuke welder.
I'm with you on this one.
There's the old stand by of "If I knew then what I know now".
I've been asking myself (and my therapist asked me too) if I want to transition and the answer has...
It's a wonder feeling isn't it. Makes you think they see something that tells them to believe you're female.
It happened to me twice this last week. Once at a pizza place (and that was after...
I was never caught by anyone ever.
However, my desire not to have this part of me hidden anymore has made me take more chances of being discovered by a nabor and I'm blending more of both sides...