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My SO is don't ask, don't tell....so I am not telling. No one else can make me happy, it comes from inside. I have repeatedly stated here that I feel it's okay to have private time. I feel that for...

What you feel makes total sense to me, I feel the same way. I want to be the male in my family. My wife does not accept this side of me. I have tried many ways to stop, but I do find myself leaning...

You have described me perfectly, I went as far as to listening to Alpha Male subliminal on YouTube, and here I am with you. What I am learning is that these feelings or thoughts are never going to go...

I have been asking this question to myself alot lately. I still can't explain it much myself. Some of it is I enjoy living a fantasy, kind of like a child playing make believe games. Some of it is I...

I would have to say yes, but I will never look like a girl I would be attracted to. However, if I ever met a girl that was like what I fantasize about ( both sexually and otherwise ), I think I would...

I once worked in a hotel that hosted such an event, I was actually in charge of the event although I was closeted.....now THAT was a quandary! Anyway, we as a hotel staff were professional and would...

I use subliminal affirmations for self-esteem daily. I believe it helps. Whether it will help with your specific areas, I am not sure. YouTube has a lot of stuff and I generally trust the content. I...

What I seem to believe all of you are saying is: Relax, take a step back from myself and spend time giving to others, whether it be toward friendship, giving help to someone or just participating on...

I realize I use this forum as a vent and a soundboard, I hope I am not being too selfish..... Lately, I have been wondering why something that I used to enjoy so much has lost its luster. What used...

Thanks for your candid support. I do have a wife and daughter, whom I love very much. My wife has rejected this side of me, through her actions and attitudes, not her words. I am not ready to share...

For me, where I am now...CD'ing is a part of a fantasy, a role playing game I play by myself. The fantasy of being with a man intimately, either as a woman or in the role of a woman. I never plan on...

I think for me it's all part of the fantasy. I would love to experience a man, as a woman, but I am not a woman...and never will be. Therefore, I expect being with a man would be a disappointment, it...

I think grant writing is a marketable talent, and now you have experience in that area.

If your not comfortable with hammer and nails maybe get some stand up screens and put them in front of the windows when you want to block the veiw from outside. I am sure they can be found in lots of...

I have and noticed that I tended to post during certain times of the year. It seems I post alot around anniversaries of certain events in my life, in other words, alot of stress equals alot of...

Why yes, there is some things that are bothering me right now. So I took a look at my posts and noticed that I post alot in May, which is a particularly tough month for me. May has a lot of financial...

I am a part-timer, very happy at home alone just in panties and a tee shirt. I have always looked forward to times spent like this, enjoyed the time spent dressed, and eagerly planned out my next day...

I only I the time spent thinking of women's underwear back......
1. I probably could have cured cancer and we would all be living to 1,000
2. I could have the biggest ball of yarn in the world
3....

I don't think I would take the pill, even though I often wish I was born female. It's because I would be afraid of being disappointed. The reason I would be disappointed is because I have built up a...

I have struggled with self-acceptance for a very long time. I always wanted to be the cool stud on the outside, but inside I felt a bit more soft and gentle. I always looked outside of myself for...

The relationship aspect is an on-going issue that is very painful for me. However, the specific issues that sparked my post are; my wife's health, my daughter's growing up and the death of my...

Recently, times have been pretty tough, and I have found myself looking inward and gaining a bit of self-acceptance. I have realized what CD'ing is for me and thus, I have purged. I believe for me,...

Wow, this is exactly what I have been going through myself!! I have been having those same kind of feelings about being with another man, even though I do not believe I am gay or bi. While I have had...

I am in a similar situation and find it pretty difficult. My wife can pretty much only do laundry. I work 2 jobs and run a very small business. - guess life is what you make of it.

21 years ago when my wife and first began dating she began ntroducing gay fantasies in the bedroom. I am not gay but have worn panties my whole life. I wanted to see if I could move our fantasies...